Alpha Crow

Introduction

Fallen sat silently leaning against the bark of a Willow Tree. She was in some packs territory, and she was on edge.
Assuming she was alone,
she started to sing,

     "Fallen from the sky,
    Granted wings to fly,
       Moon Goddess I almost died.          These wings you gave me
    Saved my life
   All the Angels who have died
Fighting the demon-

She heard a stick crack, and she stopped. She got up quickly, and leaned against the tree.
She listened quietly
Crack.
Shit. Shit. Shit. I gotta get outta here. This was a bad idea. Stupid rabbit, should of just let you live. She glanced at the dead, half eaten rabbit.
Fallen quickly spread her black feathered wings. They were soft. And had weird white marking running across them.
They were huge, 16 feet to be exact.
But that doesn't matter right now. What matter is to get outta here.
I hear leaves crunching and I jump, taking flight. But something is holding my leg, and no matter how much I struggle, my attempts fail.
I growl and turn around. My bare leg tingles, like electricity, and I panic.
Theirs  a male who looks to be around my age, standing their smirking, while holding my leg with no effort.
His hair is jet black, and he has piercing grey eyes.
As I turn, I fall, my wings losing altitude. I land on my wings, and gasp, pain shooting through my body.
He towers over me and I panic, looking around for a way to escape. He lets my leg go, and grabs me, pulling me up. He spins me around holding my hands behind my back.
Tingles flow through my body, and I growl louder, warning him. Im freaking out.
Crossing a packs territory, especially as a loner, can get you killed.
My wolf, sensing my fear, tries to calm me down. I hear her in my head. She says,

"Fallen, you need to calm down.
  Breathe. That's it. Good.
     Now listen. Were gonna
   Get outta here. Just be patient.
  Wait for a chance to escape.
Your wing will heal, see?
The swellings already going down. I did it. Now wait. "

Their was an edge to her voice, but I didn't think much of it.
I was now calm.
What seemed like minutes talking to her was just seconds. Nothing had happened.
I growled again, but he still didn't get the hint, so I snarled viciously.
He slammed me up against a tree, and I struggled, making no progress.
  
      "lesson here princess,
    Your on my territory, so right
   Now, im in complete
    Control, so stop struggling."
    He whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my back.
He suddenly growls, sniffing me."Mate" he says possessively. So that's what she was hiding,
My wolf and I have always planned on being alone.
Just her, me, and my wings.

    After the Rogue attack,  our heart changed. We witnessed the death of our mother. Of my brothers and sisters. Of my Alpha. The whole pack. And what did we do? We ran. We hauled ass.
Our wings were the only thing that saved us. Why? Because were special.
Just born with it.
Natural to us, unnatural to others.

  He turned me around, his eyes going black. "Mate" He says again.
I glare at him. I have always been stronger than everybody else, So why is he any different? I should of been long gone by now, but no, here I am in the most awkwardest situation.
He goes to mark my neck, and thinking quickly, I knee him in the crotch.
He falls, and I take my cue to run. I run hard, waiting for my chance to spread my wings and fly.
Im sweaty, and the dirt all over my body isn't helping. Im uncomfortable and hot. But I keep running, my life and freedom depended on it.
It wasn't long before he started to catch up to me.
I let out a gasp of frustration. No body is stronger than me, faster than me, as powerful as me. I don't understand.
I spread my wings, getting close to a cliff in the forest. I so close and, I jump, and move my wings,  flying high.
He stops at the edge, and I smirk.
He smirks back, taking off his jacket.
My mouth drops.
What the fuck?
He has fucking wings. FUCKING WINGS. And they weren't little tiny buffalo wings either. They were big brown feathered ones.

You know what, I should just kill myself now. I might feel better.

    "No, Fallen. Listen. Fly away.
     Quickly before you lose your
    Chance. Do as I say. Trust me"
    My wolf says.

So that's what I do. I take off, flying faster than I think I ever have, leaving him behind. He goes to take flight, but im long gone, heading for my hideout.

My "hideout" is in a mountain. You would have to be able to fly, and have very keen eyes to get to it. Just lile most pf the mountain, the small entrance is covered by veins.
I fly right into it, pulling in my wings right before the hole starts.
I land my on my feet, panting. I go to a small pool in the back, and drink. Its more of a puddle, but its got me through these past years. Their is a small hole in the wall, that water comes out of, and lands in another hole on the ground.
After I drink I lay down on a pile of soft leaves.
That's when the flashbacks start. I knew it was coming. It always does.
My vision fades into an almost dreamy state.
My father. Beating me. Yelling. Screaming at me. For what? For being different.
Unnatural creature.
He goes to throw another punch.
I lash out. Couldn't control myself.
I was mad. Furious that he wouldn't​ stop hitting me.
Blood. Everywhere. A body on the ground. Dead.
My Father. His eyes stared at nothing. Sightless.
I look at myself in the mirror, my eyes changing from red to black. A blood smear on my face.
I see the monster that I am in that reflection. The monster I keep caged up inside me.
The flash back stops, and I think its over. But its not.
Another one hits me.
This time im with my mom, and shes crying. Crying over her husbands dead body. Over my Father. She didn't know it was me. I had cleaned myself up before she came home.
I stared in horror at the scene.
Then their was a howl outside. The sound of wolves fighting wolves. The sound of death. Rogues.
Their everywhere. Attacking everyone, men, women, and children. I just stand their, bottling up the monster inside me, refusing to use it.
I turn around, and theirs a rogue standing over my mother. He slit her throat with her claw, and she didn't fight back. She yelled right before she died to run.
It was more of a choking bubbly sound than words.
But i understood.
I ran out.
Dead wolves were everywhere. Only a few remained of my pack, and they were running, being chased by the Rogues.
I spread my wings and flew, not looking back.
I never did know what happened to my brothers and sisters.
But the only thing that was left for them was death.
The only thing I had was the clothes on my back, my switch blade, my wolf, and my wings.
My wings are my blessing. They are my curse.
Then the flashback stops, and im in my cave again.
I reach for my knife, holding ot to my wrist. I push down, and slide it across my skin.
Pain is weakness leaving
the body.  That's my modo.
I chant it, making fresh marks on my arms, as many as I can.
Then I lay down, staring at nothing.
Pain is weakness leaving the body.

"Stop it Fallen. Get up. Be
Strong." My wolf says, growling at me. "You've done this enough. Its time to stop and face the facts. I've dealt with this for 3 years. I understand your feelings.
Im in your God damn head.
I know what's happened to you, you think it isn't fair. But this will make you stronger. So put the knife down my darling. You're meant for something greate-"

"SHUT UP. JUST. SHUT. UP." Tell her, crying.
Im tired of all of it. All the feelings. All the pain. Of being hunted down. Of being scared for my life.
And now I've found my mate. Probably the worst thing that's happened to me.
Im tied to somebody, and I hate it.
Then I fall asleep, Exhausted.

A/N- hey guys, sorry this one was abrupt and a little fast, I just have a lot to do. Fallens wolf changes from black to white to both. Shes different.
the boy is Crow. The color of his wolf is unknown for now. The image at the top is the main color of her eyes. Fallen is mostly an outcast. Crow is her mate. She cant help but feel the pull of her mate. And want him. But at the same time she hates being tied to someone. Fallen is a strong character, with problems.
Don't take any offense to her selfharming side. Its just the way she is, and its not meant to bring hard feelings on anybody. This i my story and this is how I decide to make her.
I made Fallen into my image, only stronger.
SO DO NOT BE OFFENDED OF ANYTHING IN THIS STORY.
Anyways comment on how you liked it and if I should continue writing this story or give up.