My goal going into two thousand seventeen, is to write everyday. Some of the goals I have with doing this is expressing how I feel throughout the course of the year. I will write about everything and anything. Wether it's negative or positive. So jo...
Honestly guys today sucked. I don't think I've been this emotional in a long time. I don't ask for any pity over me. But today I have cried, over thought, worried, feared and was overall weak. I hate talking about my problems that I face for some reason. Well besides that this day was very uneventful. In the early morning I ended up starting a old favorite movie of mine, that movie is ゴジラ (Godzilla). In a simple and sweet summary of the movie from Imbd.com, it is about an American nuclear weapons testing results in the creation of a seemingly unstoppable, dinosaur-like beast. Wow I am such a loser. But once the movie ended around three am I decided I will finally go to be "on time". Whenever waking up around twelve in the afternoon I was in bed just scrolling through tumblr until I received a message. This message was from R and he had asked me "What are your favorite chips and drink?" I happily but also confusedly responded with "Lay lime chips and a Arizona green tea, why?" As time came and gone with me wondering what was going on, I received another texting asking me to "Come outside." Before me going outside and seeing R, I looked as if I didn't know what a brush was. So I immediately grabbed two hair ties and did the "I am in a rush so let me put my hair up in a bun" look. When outside I was immediately greeted by R with the two things I had told him! (,: After catching up and conversing inside my room, he ended up having to run a few errands and he went on his way. Once that had come and go I ended up being in my room binge watching Trisha and Shane's collabs on YouTube. Whenever I finally decided to be "Productive" I whipped out my old school 5 subject journal and my handy dandy black marker and started drawing. Some of the drawing I drew today were mirroring all my emotions that I were going through today. I think all this swarm of emotions sprouted back to the news I had receive about my grandfather and also just me overthinking every little thing. I have no idea, but letting your mind dictate every little thing can make you very paranoid in every aspect of life. If I had to say one thing I learned today, it would probably be don't let your over-thinking nature decide your future. What I mean by that is never ever allow what you over think become reality -JohnFrank Alv❤❤❤
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^^^Me watching Godzilla
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^^^^ R coming with the snacks
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^^^ Me watching Shane and Trisha
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