What True Heartbreak Feels Like

"Mr. Perfect" And I Become Close

His answer was not as bad as I figured it would be, "Okay Lexi I get it, you don't like Andy, it just really seems like you do so are you sure? *winky emoji*" Oh man! I was going to get this boy! "I think I would know who I like and who I don't, don't you?" My replies were getting sassy now, but Bryan didn't seem to mind so it was alright. We argued for about 30 minutes until he FINALLY agreed I didn't like Andy and normally, I would've just left the conversation there but something felt different, something was telling me to keep talking to him. I felt some type of connection to this boy, a type I hadn't felt before and sooner than I knew what was happening it was 11pm and we were still texting back and fourth on the phone. Honestly Bryan surprised me, he was amazingly sweet and I started to wonder why he didn't talk to more girls... maybe he had a girlfriend?
"Bryan! Let's play truth or dare." Well now was my time to find out all I wanted to know about him!
"Okay, who starts?" I was glad he wasn't against the idea and was as ready to jump in as I was. This was going to be one fun night I said in my head as my mom interrupted me,
"What are you smiling about?" She looked at me with a curious but soft face.
"Nothing mom! I was just heading to bed." She said goodnight and I was ready to begin the game.
"May I start?" He told me yes and that hinted at me that he was a gentleman and knew how to let girls go first, or it was just because I had asked him, "Do you have a girlfriend?" I was going to find out what was up with this boy and if maybe, I should be leaving him alone.
"Wow quick to jump to relationships? No I don't have a girlfriend." He had a sense of humor but relief washed over me with his answer and I honestly wasn't sure why. We went back and fourth basically playing truth or truth for about 2 hours and I never got bored until I looked at the time.
"Omg Bryan! It's 1am! we have school tomorrow we should get some sleep haha!" The time had flew by and it was so much fun talking to him I wish it would've lasted an infinite amount of time.
"Wow, you're right! I'll walk with you after class tomorrow. Goodnight Fav" I said goodnight back and agreed to walk with him, now you're probably wondering what the 'fav' thing is about. Bryan and I got super close over the spam of that night and fav to me meant like favorite person or favorite friend so I began calling him my 'fav' and it caught on. We were each other's 'favs' and we even had a friendship heart which was the green emoji heart and we started an entire trend, soon everyone in school was using our friendship hearts but we'll get back to that later. All I knew after a day of talking to Bryan was that I was excited for tomorrow, I got to spend more time with him and I wish he came with a warning that said, *warning* heartbreaker!! but sadly he did not and I was blinded by his kindness and already becoming addicted to talking to him. I wanted to learn more about him, I was so curious and eager to be closer to him, this was unlike ever before and it was the start of a journey that taught me an amazing lesson in the long run.