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Josh- Forest (Part 1)

There I cried again and again. No one loved me. No wonder I was always the last-picked. My friends didn't like me. I was really insecure yet they didn't support me. Instead, they made fun.

Some told me I was fine. I wasn't that (skinny/fat) I was worth it.

"YN, for the last time, you're not ugly. You're beautiful, the way your hair falls perfectly. Your eyes are so gloomy. You have complete body feature" my mom tried to cheer me up.

"Mom. My friends make fun of my insecurities. Why do they laugh at the way I walk; always tripping?"

My mom sighed as she put the groceries on the dining table

She looked at me. Well I guess she was tired having an insecure ugly daughter.

...

My name was YN. Everyone knew I was insecure. I used to be confident till my friends laughed at me. I didn't like to be laughed at. It was just, irritating.

I became really insecure. The only person who called me beautiful was only my mom; I mean what kind of mom who doesn't say that her daughter is beautiful?

People seemed to like me not liking myself. Since I didn't like myself, how come people would like me? I didn't have much friends. My only friend at school was only a girl named Margaret. She passed away due to cancer

Since her death, I literally had no one to trust besides my mom. After I told her that I had no one, she kinda got angry to the fact I was bad at making friends, she forced me to go to social gathering

Growing up with no friends, I wasn't a talker. I never ordered food by phone, I hated when I go look for something and the sales woman came to me.

"I have no one" I said as I breathed out, it was 1am

Sleeping was kinda hard that night. As a lonely girl, I decided to do something. Alone was fine. I was used to it.

Not packing my bags, I just went outside, 1 fucking am. My mom was of course asleep, she didn't know I left.

Where was I going? No where.

I ran and ran, screaming silence, my lungs were heavy. Till I found myself in a forest. It was far from my house and people's housing. Not thinking far, I got in the forest.

I assumed it was 2am or something. Jesus, I had been running and making myself lost for an hour. I wasn't scared though, till I heard the bushes and sticks cracked.

Deer? Could be a snake? Wait, I saw a hint of blue. Bird?

The shadow grew bigger as it came closer to me. A man.

Without saying anything, I took a step backward and ran from him. Or 'it' since that guy I saw could be an alien. Oh yeah, I did believe in aliens.

"Hey, Beautiful! Wait, where are you going?" he shouted and chased me

What man goes deeeep in a damn forest at 2 am? Was he about to attempt suicide? Did he just hang a noose on a tree?

Aaand whaat?

Beautiful?
A man called me beautiful? No way he could be colour blind, it's dark here.

Eventually I stopped. But I didn't come toward him. He came to me slowly, afraid of scaring me. I was scared.

"Hey it's okay. I was just wondering, why you are here." the boy asked

He had blue hair. No wonder I saw a hint of blue. He probably dyed it.

"What do you want?"

He stepped closer, I stepped back

"An answer to my question" he said

"I ran away. By the way, don't call me beautiful. That's why I ran away"

He sat on an oak log, hand on his chin. "It's dark. Aren't you afraid? And you're here.. Alone"

I laughed in an 'well fuck it' tone. "I am not afraid to be alone. I am used to it."

He pat the log beside him, a signal for me to sit. I shake my head, refusing

"So you ran away because you think you're not beautiful?"

And I nodded at the statement he said

"What a pity, you're alone. I should stay here keeping you a company"

"I want to be alone. It's just really nice. No drama hits you. You don't think about other people and yeah it's just really nice "

"So you wanna be alone?.." he stood up and cleaned his jeans "see you next time" and he turned his back

"Wait! Please stay..." I pleaded before he went further. He came back to me and smilled

"Okay, Beautiful.."

"Don't call me beautiful"

"So what's your name?" he asked, leaning closer

"YN YLN. Call me YN"

We shaked hands. He opened his mouth and complemented, "Beautiful name for a beautiful girl"

I glared at him and he put his hand on the back of his head, squinting his slanted eyes

"I'm Joshua Dun. Call me Josh"

Heyy thabks for 150 reads I appreciate it a lot.

If you guys wonder,"why the fuck is the story similar to forest fic? Is she copying forest fic?"

For your information, I do not attempt to copy forest fic. I wanted to write the story about the girl (YN) who meets Josh at the forest. The further the story, the more it look like forest fic. It's a coincidence.

After I had the idea of this story, I also thought "why is the story similar?"

The hint of part 2: Everyone thinks that Josh isn't real