smile ・ myg + jhs

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instead, i kept on repeating the words that hoseok said to me. “cause smiling can ease any pain,”

for me, just a simple word; but why do i feel that it had struck me?

why does my heart stung when i saw him smiled a true smile, not because of me?

why does my heart keeps on crunching so badly repeating the scene in my head?

why my heart kept on beating like it's gonna came out on my ribcage soon whenever i see him?

i wish i could just smile instead.