How easy it would be to swallow all the pills
How easy it would be to empty the bottles
How easy it would be to cross the street at the perfect time
How easy it really is to bleed from my wrist, thighs, or neck
How easy it is to find a nice point to bang my head
How easy it would be to jump in the pool and not resurface
How easy it would be to find a way to get shot
How easy it really is to jump from a really high place
How easy it really is to tie a knot and leave enough room to suspend myself
