Xavier is in a deep coma, I was told by the doctors. I feel like shit...too much is going on at once. I never though that I would ever say this but...I want an abortion for my sake. If it was Xavier's baby then I wouldn't mind as much because he's my age, and we kinda have a friends with benefits thing going on.
But no, it's his dad and this baby is here because he raped me...I hope he dies a slow painful death. I wish Xavier didn't push me, I would love to be in a coma right now where I would escape for a while. I keep hearing two voices in my head arguing with each other
Voice 1: just cut yourself Paisley, it reduces stress, it feels good.
Voice 2: no, just kill yourself nobody likes you anyway, your pregnant with a 38 year old mans baby.
Voice 1: overdose is always the answer
I start crying harder, I repeatedly punch myself in the stomach as I stand in front of the mirror.
I change into one of Xavier's shirts, and climb into bed, my tears soak the pillow, and before I know it, I've cried myself to sleep.
Marnie
I sit at the edge of the bed, in this hotel room by myself...I knew it all along, Ej has been talking to Gabbie...I wipe my tears away and hug Paisleys favourite stuffed animal from when she was little.
"This whole situation is giving me thoughts I don't wanna have like the time when I overdosed, and the time when I nearly fell of the balcony, I wish EJ never have saved me. But I gotta stay strong for my baby girl, I'm not giving up until I find her
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Revenge - Abducted Sequel
Fanfiction⚠️RATED R⚠️ Once apon a time do you remember when Marnie lived a beautiful happy life when EJ saved her from that bipolar bitch Jacob? When they lived happily with their twin babies and each other? The day when they were supposed to get married, a...
