Kidnapped By 5sos || Luke Hemmings

Chapter 82

He walks up behind me and hugs me tightly.

I turn around and face him.

"What was that for ?"

"I'm just going to miss you so much." He says.

-

At Le Airport

He hasn't said a word to me since the room and it's making me worried. We would be spending our last few moments like this. The whole car ride was just so awkward. 

I'll see him for sure in a few days... I really want to tell him that I got accepted to a university near him in Australia and that I'm moving there soon, but how ? When he won't even look at me !

I can just tell that he's in deep thought.

Something is bugging him.

Oh no, what if he regrets yesterday.

What if I wasn't really the one ?

What if he didn't mean to say he loves me ?

Oh my god..

We're just sitting next to each other. Me leaning on him, both using our phones ignoring the pap, having our shades on.

His flight gets called.

"Well, I gotta go." He says standing up.

"Luke, what's wrong?" I finally ask him.

"Marcy..." He sighs and move's away from everyone.

I get up and follow him.

"What is it?" I ask. I have this weird feeling in my stomach that something is wrong.

"Marcy, I don't really know how to say this but" He pauses. " We.. I .."

"What's wrong, Luke?" I ask him full of concern.

"I think we should break up." He says not looking at me.

"What? Why?" I feel the blood rush in my face.

I feel my heart just drop, and shatter into a million pieces.

This can't be real !

"Because.."

"Because what, Luke?" I push him feeling the tears run down my face.

"Marcy, I hate the long distance. I know you hate it too. I see it in your face you're tired of it. When we're on the phone I can tell you don't want to do this anymore. And I hate hearing you cry because I feel so much guilt for making you wait for me."

"But Luke, we've been away from each other befor-"

"Not this long. We have, for short period of times but never this long." He says. "If we're like that for one month, few days, weeks, how about months ? Marcy ? How about a year ? Or Years ?" 

I can't believe he's saying all this..

I'll just tell him I'm going to move there.

"But Luke, I -"

"Marcy. Don't try to make it harder than it already is." He interrupts me.

"So what you're saying is you're not willing to push through this?"

He doesn't say a word.

"You think you're doing this for me don't you? I bet it's for you, Luke. I bet you're breaking up with me because you'd be on tour again sooner or later. Girls will be throwing themselves at you."

"I don't know." He shrugs.

"What the fuck? You're a fucking asshole ! After yesterday." I stop. "What we did yesterday, then you telling me you love me.."  I whisper.

"Don't." He stops me.

"What was this ? " I ask him. "Whoever won the contest was gonna get up and close with THE Luke Hemmings because it would've been easy, since she's the closest one to be there?"

"Marc-"

"Don't fucking do this !" I cry.

He sighs.

"Was this whole year nothing ? Eleven fucking months Luke !" I yell.

He can't even look at me.

"What happened to your promise ? I wouldn't get hurt again." I pause. " I thought our first time was supposed to make up for my first fucked up one."

He says nothing.

"You fuck me, have a few to say the next day and then just break up with me before you leave ?"

"Marcy, just stop." 

"But Luke, I-"

"Don't" He interrupts me once again.

He kisses my forehead and walks away.

I watch him leave.

But I love you so much.. and I was going to join you in a few days...

I feel so.... used.. so lied to...

-

Luke's P.O.V

I take my seat in the plane.

I look out the window and sigh.

I've done it.

-

Bye bye Luke. 

Here's my 3rd day updating.

Hate me if you want. The book isn't complete :p <3

I know I've been away for a while. And No promises of me staying but I've been so inspired lately ! And It feels so nice to be back. I think I can do this till the book is done. But yes, there will be a Kidnapped 2 !