A Little Hope *Another Teen Pregnancy Story*

such an idiot

I covered my wide open mouth with my hand

I stared at the blonde haired, green eyed boy that was more like a brother than I friend less then six months ago. I looked at the boy who I had always gone to when I needed help. The boy that was always there for me. The boy who just told me things about him that I would have never known. The boy that kept fighting for me even when I rejected him. The boy that wanted to be there for me and my baby.

The boy that wanted to be with me forever.

"Chloe?" He asked, kind of worried

I removed my hand from my mouth and attempted to speak, but no words were coming out.

I couldn't even begin to explain the mix of emotions running through my already hormone filled body.

Of course I loved drew and I thought he was a sweet guy but I just didn't know if I was ready yet.

"Drew I-"

Without another word he bowed his head, shut the box and put it in the drawer. He exchanged it for a tee-shirt and walked out of the room.

"Drew wait!" I protested, following him out of the room

By the time I reached the first floor he was already standing in the door frame with his keys

i stopped dead in my tracks

"Where are you going?" I whispered

"Out." He replied, not glancing back once

I ran over and grabbed his arm, but he quickly broke free of my grip, walked outside into the darkness, hopped ,in his car, and was gone.

I stared out into the pitch black of the night for a while.

I finally convinced myself to shut the door. I slowly sunk to the floor and banged my head on the burgundy entrance

Tears started streaming down my face as I realized how much of a jerk I was being.

almost immediately there was a fluttering feeling in my stomachs. the baby

I gently put my hands over the spot and just felt as a little human being who could barely think for itself, was almost reminding me that i had a purpose. and right now that purpose was to be there for it whenever it needed me.

"Chloe?"

I peered up through my watery eyes and saw Becca hovering above me. Funny, I didn't even hear her walk over here.

"hi." I said, squinting through the bright hall light.

"what happened?" she asked, leaning down so that our faces were parallel.

I let out a sigh. "drew, he ugh, he proposed" I whispered

she put her face in her hands "he's such an idiot." she mumbled

"no he's not" I said, coming to my senses.

"so where is he?" she asked, looking above me, into the window

"don't know." I said, looking down at my swollen feet

"he'll come around soon" she figured "but you need to get to bed, you've got a big day ahead of you." she said, raising an eyebrow at me

"big day?" I questioned

"Chloe" stretched.

"what?" I asked in defence

"the funeral." she said finally

my blood ran cold. I had completely forgotten about the funeral that I had helped plan just two weeks ago.

I rested my head on the door again

"come on." she said, standing up and offering me her hand

"I want to wait." I said

"for what?" she asked, getting frustrated.

"drew." I said, crossing my arms

"your so stubborn" she declared

she left and came back moments later with a navy blue sleeping bag and a pillow

"here" she said, dropping them on the floor. "now I'm going to bed" and with that she walked up stairs and into her room

I walked over to the sleeping bag and rolled it out onto the floor. I crawled in and grabbed the pillow. It didn't take long for me to drift off to sleep.

***************************************************************A/N so sorry that it took so long to update guys.. and sorry it's kind of a short chapter but I know you guys will find room in your hearts to forgive me :)

love you guys