Age 25.life.No hopes. No sense of reality. I feel constantly worthless.I am rarley acknowledged and frequently ignored.Is it worth living ? My parents are up high.My Sister , Grace , is down below paying the price for her 23 year life of recklessness.No family or support.That is why my life has chosen to go wrong.That is what I have grown to tell my self.No sense of direction. I may have become vastly wealthy due to my fathers inherritance but money is worthless. I live in a house. I drive a car . I work 8 hours. I come home to a cat licking its paws. I cook. I clean.I iron. I go to bed. I repeat the day. No time to be social. My boss, Mr.Tymer , seems to believe that having no relations is healthy. I had a boyfriend of 13 years. He died with my dreams. Cancer is a bitch.Taking lives and love. No amount of will money will help me grieve. I mourn endlessly for my loved ones. No parents.No sister.No boyfriend. No grandparents. My only relative is my 8 year old brother Nigel. Contact is limited and he lives in Iceland. He doesn't even remember me. I'm not worried for him. He will grow and become a mature adult. I dreamt of that aswell. The car drove off the road and went down the complete wrong path. I live in the constant fear of it being me next. Death and police investigations sum me up in a sentence very well.Am I worth it ? Am I even alive ?
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Short StoryA heartbreaking novel about a girl who lost her world then loses her life.Carried on by her colleague who secretly loved her.
