My Mind Palace

Why?

I told you I had a hard time trusting people when we first met.. I told you when you fist said you liked me that I have a hard time falling for people cause I'm scared too care for people...

But I took a chance, I fell for you, that idiot smile and stupid since of humor.

I waited though, I had to make sure you weren't lying to me, I waited a month, but finally decided to take action

I poured my heart out to you, wrote a cheesy poem that brought that smile wide onto your face, I was estatic!!

But, two days later, when I felt like I was on cloud nine, you brought the flames...

You lied to me, to the person who swore that they would stand by your side, you never really liked me... Then why?

Why would you tell me you did? Why get my hopes up? Why use me?

Am I really that unlikeable? That people have too lie to themselves to think about me in that light?

I'm tired of people playing with my emotions because I do so much shit for the wrong people!!! By the time Mr/Mrs right comes along, I'll have nothing left to give, just a broken shell of a heart that once loved so much

And for that, I'm sorry....