Unexpected commitment

~{Chapter 5}~

The worries was still in her heart but it wasn't heavy unlike last time when she havent met her future fiancé yet. This time both Ryan and Natasha have the chance to find love freely they just need to do it while their's still enough time.

3 days have passed still summing up ideas. She thought that maybe she's just over reacting with the whole thing and that the love of her life will appear any day now. She wasn't too worked up about Ryan because she knows that there's already someone that fits perfectly for him....SHAIRA.

Her whole operation began with the help of Ryan's friend daniel. It's not that difficult to find alone time for Shaira and Ryan to talk, because they sit with one another at lunch, walks home together, and they're houses are literally right beside each other...FAITH MUCH. Daniel just needed to acknowledge Ryan some romantic stuff.

In shaira's side of the story things have become more difficult for her to handle.
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She can't take this anymore, she just wants to burst in annoyance. "Whats so special about Ryan anyway...except his cute smile and his laughter that he shows only to me and his..UGH im getting distracted again!. I need to stop seeing nor talking to him for awhile maybe that might help this obsession of mine".
2 days without talking to him was like 10 years without water. She did find a new friend named angelo he's funny...not as funny as ..(cough cough) Ryan, but still he might distract me for awhile..not to be rude. Ive been spending time with him as time passes. Whenever i glance at Ryan, Natasha would always be by his side. It irritates me how I've became quite jealous of my bestfriend. but I shouldn't loose control over this..im probably just misreading the concept.

Ryan tried talking to her these past few days, Yet she would try to avoid him. Inside she felt heartbroken, just seeing his face looking like a lost dog whenever she comes up with an excuse not to hang out with him anymore was already so dreadful.."This is for the best" she corrected herself after having doubts of coming back to him again "I think.."
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After school daniel initiate a conversation with Ryan from sports to romance. basic questions were asked like " Is there a type of girl you admire, this girl that's in your mind think of her being taken away by somebody else how would you feel, Do you only think of her as a friend or is she the most valuable person in your life that you pretend you only think of her as a friend because it might ruin your friendship if you confess your mutual love for her.

Ryan got a bit confused, it suddenly came to him ...a name of a certain person he misses dearly. In his mind all he could think of was shaira's name. Just thinking about her being taken by someone else already made him feel furious and annoyed...he doesn't know why. But the only thing he was sure of is that shaira is very special to him.

After he got home questions of what daniel asked him was all he could think of and the name shaira. His heart beat throbbed abnormally fast, His body heat went high as he tried to cover his red face. How could i be so clueless about this kind of stuff, Ive known shaira seens childhood im sure I've liked her as more than friends since then, it just didn't occur to me "I can't believe it..im inlove with shaira".