'Nevermore Than A Few Words'

Messed up

           I can't talk to you,
You'll never understand What it's like to have your world shattered, because yours is perfect and mine is battered.
      
    Your happiness makes me
   Angry and jealous
And sometimes I hate you.
     The only person I thought I could trust makes me bitter and I feel crushed.

    Today you'll leave and tomorrow I'll never see you again like I never was.

  Where are you when I need you?
  Out playing house with two.

    Life right now is fake and
   You just played along with me until I got tired.

Now that I've realized all the lies
You still pretend to be blind.

  That's why this is messed up.