Leave Me Alone { n.s. }

Chapter 20 - Siva The Diva

Cause I know the way that you dance

Don't cover up cause it shows

Mmm..I wish you would...

 

Stop right now what you're doing, I know

I got a needle in my brain and an ache in my bones

I cannot do a damn thing cause nobody's home

And it's hell, oh yeah

Now I say...

 

All my life, I've played like a winner

Now all I see looking back in the mirror

Demons in my head

The demons in my head, oh oh

All this time, the saint was a sinner

The jokes on me, a stone cold killer

Demons in my head

The demons in my head, oh oh

 

You have a natural sway

And you know how sweet you taste

But I can't take your flame

Like a bullet through my veins

As you scratch beneath my skin

My resistance crumbling

I cover up but it shows

But I guess you know you can

 

Stop right now what you're doing, I know

I got a needle in my brain and an ache in my bones

I cannot do a damn thing cause nobody's home

And it's hell, oh yeah

Now I say...

 

All my life, I've played like a winner

Now all I see looking back in the mirror

Demons in my head

The demons in my head, oh oh

All this time, the saint was a sinner

The jokes on me, a stone cold killer

Demons in my head

The demons in my head, oh oh

-

I feel like that's how Nathan made me feel in a way.

Like there's something about him...and I try to resist but I can't. I'm in love with him and it cleary shows and I can't hide it.

It's pretty complicated. 

I guess that's the sucky part of being in love, huh?

***

The next morning...

Nathan's POV

I woke up this Wednesday morning feeling like I got absolutely no sleep at all. I don't even remember falling asleep, and I don't remember getting any type of rest. I guess I passed out from fatigue.

I got up and ran a quick shower for myself.

When I came out, I threw my clothes on and waited for Tom. He told me that he would come this morning so we could discuss some things about the dance.

I sat in the living room, waiting for him to show. A few minutes later he came  in breathless.

"What the hell Tom? You look like you just ran a million miles."

"Nothing..Nothing's wrong. Just..ran too fast." He was trying to catch his breath. I patted him on the back to help him out. He stood back up straight after a minunte.

"Are you good?" I asked. He nodded and we left for school.

"So. When do you plan on renting your tuxedo?" He asked as we walked.

"Today probably. This dance is coming quicker than I thought." I shook my head.

"You're right."

"What do you think Alex is going to wear?" I nudged him.

"I really have no clue. But to be honest, I know she'll look amazing in it."

I nodded. "What about you, loverboy? What do you think Skye is going to wear?"

"I don't know either. I just know that we're both in for some surprises." 

Skye's POV

As I was getting ready for school, I thought about what dress I was going to get. I don't want anything too bright or puffy.

I just want a nice dress that's cute, but I don't want to look like I'm having my quinceañera at the same time. 

I was walking out the door with my bookbag when I got a new text from Alex.

Alex - Guess what day it is!! Guess what day it is!!

Me - Hump day?!

Alex - Good guess but no!!

Me - Wednesday.

Alex - Well yeah but its a special occasion

Me - Hm I wonder what

Alex - Today we shop for dresses. Duh.

Me - Ohhhh yeah I totally forgot (hint the sarcasm)

Alex - I hate your sarcasm

Me - Well you arent supposed to love it

Alex - But I normally do when it isn't directed to me

Me - Everyone is a victim of my sarcasm at one point Alex

Alex - I know I know

Me - So how is that a special occasion?

Alex - We're getting dresses for a dance with the two people who we are madly in love with

Me - Normally you'd hate this sort of thing

Alex -True but this time I dont...

Me - I just dont get how its soo special.

Alex - I said madly in love.

Me - Point taken

Alex - I rest my case

Me - So will we shop right after school?

Alex - If you want

Me - I gotta get money from my mum

Alex - So do I...i'll just meet you at your house after school. How about that

Me - Sounds good

I put my phone in my pocket after I'd sent that message and continued to walk to school.

Somehow I have a feeling that this will be an interesting day.