Fears, I have more fears than I do fingers.
Being rejected,
dying,
feeling alone,
the sadness I fell when everything is going great,
never experiencing love,
falling in love.
Even the stupid things like heights
and clowns
and scary movies.
But I must say, my biggest fear is fear itself.
I fear that fear will consume my entire existence.
That I will live my life in fear.
Fear that if I do this my life will be over.
Or that if I don't to that I won't be 'cool'.
Fear that I will look back at myself now in 10 years and see that I didn't change in the slightest; that I never left my comfort zone.
I fear fear.
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3 AM thoughts
RandomThings I'm too scared to say. Trigger warning: depression, suicide, self harm, and more
