All Or NOTHING

Chapter One

Autumn POV

I Was Sitting in my kitchen drinking coffee as my baby girl ran down the stairs . I know what your thinking I had a baby with another man . No this is Derricks Baby And She Was Conceived The Day I Left ..
Flash Back.......
When I got back home that day I didn't tell Derrick anything about me going to new york. I had already made up my mind though . I realized it was best for me to not tell him . I Knew he would only try to change my mind and make it harder for me to leave . So I walked in and jumped on his lap and kissed him cause I knew it would be one of the last times that I kissed him. "Baby what's wrong with you all over a nigga you missed me that much ?" He said laughing . "Yes I Missed You Now Give Me Some Love."
I missed him even harder than before and you already know what that lead to..... I think I forgot to take my pill that day or it was just some defect in the medication but 3 weeks after I left I found out I was pregnant with Kimberlyn ............
Flash Back Over
That little girl is my world. It hurts me when she asks where daddy is I just tell her he is Away For A While. I bent down so she can run into my arms she 2 years old And Turning 3 in Nine Months And I'm not ready to see my baby grow up. "Hey Momma ." She said in her sleepy morning voice. "Hey mommy's princess you ready to go to day care?"
"I don't want to go mommy ," she whined. "But Mommy Has Work And As Soon As I Get Off We Can Go Get Icecream ."
"Yaaaay you pinky promise ?"
"Yes I Pinky promise ." We did our special pinky promise and then we went up stairs to get ready. I pick out all her stuff she will need at night while she takes her bath so that why my morning are easy. I picked her out a Jean skirt with her baby blue tights a white long sleeve and her navy blue tribal print scarf with her black combat boots. She has long curly hair and sometimes it can be hard to manage so I put some curl cream on it and put a braid in the front like a crown and left the back hanging. I told her to go look in the mirror to see if she liked it . Of course she said yes cause her mommy got style. I Picked Her Up And We Went To McDonald's To get her some breakfast . She always gets the same thing An apple juice , a Bacon Egg And Cheese Biscuit , Tator Tots and Some apples . I think my Baby get her appetite from her daddy . On the way to the day care I got a call from my mom . She doesn't know about Kimberlyn Yet But I'm Planning on telling her soon .
We arrived at her daycare on Fridays She Can bring her own breakfast so she didn't have to eat it in the car . I kissed her forehead and we did our special hand shake and I went to go sign her in school and headed to work ..
When I got to the Modeling Agency I went straight to my office and looked at my schedule. I didn't have a lot to do today except a Winter Wonderland Shoot So it looks like I'll be getting off early . I did some paper work and then went into my dressing room to see what I was going to be wearing for my shoot . I saw a big white fur coat , light blue jeans , white heels that go up my leg , and a diamond choker . I looked everywhere for a shirt but couldn't find one . So I called my manager .
"Hey Autumn , you have fifteen minutes to be on set where are you ?"
"I'm the dressing room I'm trying to find my shirt but it's nowhere to be found "
"That's because your shirt is in your office I sent you an email earlier and hurry so we can get you in make up . "
With that I hung up and put on my jeans and my shoes . Went in the office to look for my shirt and I seen it hanging on my door hanger . It was a long sleeve white shirt covered in diamonds . I quickly put it on and headed to set .
After the photo shoot I went to my office and my manager was there waiting . " Hey Autumn I Came To Tell You That You Have A PhotoShoot In Miami this weekend so get packed because we are leaving tonight . My Heart Dropped Miami is my hometown where Derrick is , where my parents are what if they see me ? I had all these thoughts in my head and I knew I couldn't turn down another photo shoot in Miami because I know he will start asking questions . So I Agreed And Said "Yes " .