But it doesn't get any better...
You are saying that it will get better. You are saying that all the pain will go away. But you are lying. You are lying to yourself. You are lying to me. But the reality is that you don't think that it will get better for me, you know that it doesn't get any better.
Because you make it worse. Waiting there everyday for me. Waiting to destroy me. But in front of others, you are a whole different person. You pretend like you understand me.
You pretend like if you do not hurt me.
You pretend like if you are the one getting hurt.
You pretend like you don't know what is going on with me.
Stop pretending.
Because it doesn't make anything better. Nothing at all.
Comment on what you have felt so far. Comment on my grammar, on my writing and on any other things you wish to comment on. Let's pray for Jesus not getting deported. Uh... I just finished laughing and now I am crying. Because I notice that I was actually laughing at how depressing my life is, and how I actually don't do anything with my life.
Anyways... bye.
LRAB
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Puisi"They're never going to see the real me." Just a regular teenager letting her heart out. *Currently Editing* WARNING: I didn't even think when I was writing, which may have caused a lot of grammar errors, and at some point, things might even get con...
