Just A Tour // 5sos //

0.6

I freak myself out. No one is following me. You must be wondering what's going on. Well let me tell you.
Its night time and I was walking to my car. Luke and the guys wanted me to go to the mall. To get clothes for the tour. I thought my clothes where good for it but not to them. They told me to go wait in my car for them. Walking at night in a somewhat empty car slot is pretty creepy. I don't even know why they want me to go wait in the car. While I can work on a new song. The first concert for the tour is tomorrow. I'm not telling what the first song I'm going to do. I wanted it to be surprise.

~ the next day ~
Nervous is beyond what I feel. What if I mess up during the concert? What if they don't like me? All these what ifs are making me crazy. Why? I really don't know why.
I just want to day to be over already. Why did I agree to this?

The concert is about to start. Nervous is such a big understatement. I walk on to the stage. " hey guys. I'm very nervous right now and I really hope you guys like this song its call Supposed To Be. Let's began then. "

Tell me who I'm supposed to be now Make me better I can't stay halfway dead forever

Can you fix this, am I too far gone? I've never done this before Don't know if I'm ready but I wanna move on And I've never said that before I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy This is the way that my sadness made me Better come quick, yeah better come save me I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy This is the way that my sadness made me Better come quick, yeah better come save me Tell me, tell me Tell me who I'm supposed to be now Make me better I can't stay halfway dead forever I fear now There's not much left of me When you take the sick away Who am I supposed to be? Who am I supposed to be? Recovery time, a condition like mine What are we talking here? Getting so close, I can taste the hope But I still feel the fear

I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy This is the way that my sadness made me Better come quick, yeah better come save me I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy This is the way that my sadness made me Better come quick, yeah better come save me Tell me who I'm supposed to be now Make me better I can't stay halfway dead forever I fear now There's not much left of me When you take the sick away Who am I supposed to be? Who am I supposed to be? For years, this is all I've known, this has had my heart, this has been my home And now I'm scared to lose myself, scared of letting go For years, this is all I've known, this has had my heart, this has been my home And now I'm scared to lose myself, scared of letting go Tell me who I'm supposed to be now Make me better I can't stay halfway dead forever I fear now There's not much left of me When you take the sick away Who am I supposed to be? Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be

" Wow you guys pump. I know I am the next is a little close to my heart. Let go on to the next song. Its called Daddy."

My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I could, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy
Drink lots of black coffee and I smoke like a chimney.
Yes, I left the refrigerator door half open, Daddy.
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean.
Gonna make you just as vulnerable as I was, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to bash in your teeth, Daddy.
Gonna use your tongue as a stamp
Gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine, Daddy
Go ahead and psycho-analyze that.
'Cause I'm your creation, I'm your love, Daddy.
Grew up to be and do all those sick things you said I'd do
Well last night I saw you sneak out your window
With your white hood, Daddy
What's' that say about you?
I'm sloppy, what's that say about you?
I'm messy, what's that say about you?
My bones are tired, Daddy

" Now the people you really came for. 5 Seconds of Summer. Let's hear it for the guys. " The crowd was cheering loud for them. I gave them a bow and left the stage.
" Aw thanks love. Let's start off with one of our favorites. Right Luke." Ashton says. " Yeah we should Ash." Luke says as they start off with beat of the song they picked to do.

Oh oh,
Oh oh,
Oh oh,
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Don't talk, let me think it over
How we gonna fix this?
How we gonna undo all the pain?
Tell me, is it even worth it?
Looking through a straight line
Taking back the time we can't replace

All the crossed wires
Just making us tired
Is it too late to bring us back to life?

When I close my eyes and try to sleep
I fall apart, I'm fighting hard to breathe
You're the reason, the only reason
Even though my dizzy head is numb,
I swear my heart is never giving up
You're the reason, the only reason

I feel you burning under my skin
I swear I see you shining
Brighter than the flame inside your eyes

Bitter words spoken,
Everything broken
It's never too late to bring us back to life

Oh, oh, oh, only reason, the only reason
Oh, oh, oh, only reason, the only reason

Don't talk, let me think it over
How we gonna fix this?
How we gonna undo all the pain?

~ The Next Day ~

Why do they want us to wake up so damn early in the morning? This is so pointless. " Mia you better be up they are coming soon!" Dad yelled to get my attention. I roll out of bed like the lazy person I am. I would be fine if we didn't leave at fucking 4:30 in the morning. Like the hell is wrong with these people. I just need more sleep. Yeah let's go back to sleep.