Our Little Secret

Chapter 7

"Yeah, well I thought about it and maybe you are special after all." This statement makes me blush. Me being special to a guy like Jack Davis? I don't think so.

"I'm not a fool Jack. I know this is your way of getting into my panties."

"And why would I want to do that?"

"I don't know. So, you can brag about shagging one of the good girls to your friends? What do I know? All I know is that a guy like you don't want a girl like me." I tell him and try to break free, for real this time. I nearly make it, but Jack is stronger, and I can't make a move on him. That doesn't mean that I don't try though.

"You're wrong," he says determined and holds me back. His hands are pressing down on my shoulders. "I'm actually very interested in you." He purrs and is once again super close. Leaning forward he kisses me from my cheek down to the corner of my mouth and I shiver. His lips are just as soft as ever and having them against my skin sends butterflies to my stomach. Reluctantly I turn my head away.

"Jack, don't." I whisper.

"Why not?"

"Because you don't want this." I tell him.

"Yes, I do, Sarah," he snaps.

"Well, I don't." I tell him, and he gives me a puzzled look, which turns to anger.

"Right," he says cold and lets me go. Without hesitation, I almost run for the bathroom. Locking myself in I stare at the mirror, my hair is a mess and my cheeks are burning.

What in the world just happened?

There's an awkward silence at the breakfast table between Jack and me.

His dark hair is a complete mess, just like mine was twenty minutes ago, but I don't know if his is styled that way or not. Either way, it fits him, and he looks his usual hot self. His dark brown eyes are staring boringly at his glass of milk, not meeting mine.

I want to start a conversation, but what could I possibly say? Sorry that I rejected you? Remembering his lips inches away from my mouth makes me shiver and I do want them on my lips, so badly. It won't ever happen though.

I'm not foolish enough to actually believe that Jack is interested in me. I am pretty sure about what I said before about him wanting to get into my panties and then tell everyone about it. Just to make me look stupid. It wouldn't surprise me one bit and therefore I won't fall for his little facade.

Finishing our breakfast, we make ourselves ready and then head out to the car, while mum locks the house. Since it is the first day she agreed on driving us, which I am very thankful for. The car ride is silent, I'm in the back beside Jack who is staring unhappily out the window.

Is he doing that because of me or because of school?

I haven't seen Jack hang out with his friends lately. They were at the party though, I remember that much. Actually, they seemed to have some smug expression on their faces almost the entire night, which makes me wonder if they were hiding something. It made me both curious and a little bit scared since I am living under the same roof as Jack. If his friends are up to something, then he's probably in on it with them.

Why couldn't Jack just be my friend? Why did he have to make things so complicated?

We decided to meet up with mum at the parking lot after school, so she could pick us up. My first class was math and it was horrible if there is one thing I suck at it is math. Yet, I decided to pick one of the difficult classes, which makes me an idiot.

After that I had physics, now you might wonder why I picked that lesson. I do that too sometimes, but it's good to have studied that subject and therefore I chose it.