Random book of randomness

Panic mode

I don't even want to know why the hell I'm posting this everywhere.

Yes. I don't even know.

I'm scared about this big test ok? I've never done such a big test in my life... and tomorrow is the day I will face it.

....The english language paper.

I'm not in 10th grade yet, so I'm not doing my O'levels. But I decided to do this english language paper after my tution teacher asked us about it. My friend was actually the first one to decided, so since she was doing, I also decided to do it since it'll be a nice experience and all.

But things didn't go as planned.

We got the forms for a late entry since we missed the real due date. And I managed to submit my form two days prior to the late entries due date.

But as for my friend, it was a completely different tale.

She got confused about the submitting day and didn't even dother asking me once. She then forgot about it and by the time she remembered, it was too late. It was already the 13th of August, while 11th was the due date.

And so I had to participate alone. Now my goals have somewhat changed from the one back then.

And when I started taking these exercises seriously, I only realised that it was really REALLY different from the english second language paper. In second language, all we have to write is opinion writing, arguementative writing, opinion writing, arguementative writing. The cycle just goes on and on.
But in the first language paper, you have to use your creativity with writing stories and scenarios for eye witness reports. It's hard, and the word limit is between 350-500 words, while in second language, it's just 150-200 words. See the difference? It surely is.

Some students can't even finish an english second language paper in two hours. Ok, I agree everyone has different standards, but sometimes, it's just too much. I, for once, actually have like, 25 more minutes to spare when I'm done (I'm not intentionally bragging right now. Sorry).
If you find it that hard, then wonder how our parents survived with english as a first language. And the people who are doing that.

FIRST LANGUAGE IS WAAAAAAY DIFFERENT THAN SECOND LANGUAGE OK PEOPLE

ahem. I'm on rage mode...... whoopsy.

Anyway, to sum this up (<lol I'm not writing opinion writing), I'm doing English language paper tomorrow in the morning. And right afterwards, I have to go back to school and do two unit tests, english (again) and dhivehi (my language). Both tests seperately take around 35 minutes.

I'm so dead meat tomorrow ;-;

....wish me luck ;-;

I shall report what happened if I survive ;-;