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:'(

I'm sad. People think this is a lousy reason. It may be, but it's still sad...

Ever got the thought of a teacher who does not think of you as brightly as they think of others? That happened to me today..

A student teacher who has been working at our school is leaving this thursday. She gave us gifts and when she called our names, she says 'my favourite' or 'my darling (name)' something like that. Well, not for me. When she called me she was like... ' ..my..uh... Glass girl!' I was pretty depressed at school. I feel like i've been a horrible student. She doesn't talk to me much. In the end, i just decided to borrow a book from the library and spent the next two free periods reading that.
My classmate who was sitting next to me told me that it was not a big deal. Bt for me, the thought that she didn't think anything about me made me feel even more lonely than ever.

I can't write more...i'm crying while even writing this...

And if my classmates are reading this, don't even think of spreading this talk about. I already feel guilty enough. Don't tell her anything. And from what i'm saying, i probably sound really jealous right now. Don't think that either. I'm just... So lonely...