Hurt On Us

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At first he thought everything's gonna be okay, that they will be happy with their relationship involving three hearts; at least that's what they'd predicted. But now, he's starting to lose his faith in this.. the relationship itself is starting to show it's pros and cons day by day- Jimin also feel like his heart will explode at any time by now..

He loves both of them with all of his heart, no doubt of that. Although some people may think that it is a stupid thing, to be in a threesome relationship without hurting one of the person in the triangle. But Jimin used to believe that they will survive through thick and thin together, of course, Jimin had always carry around his positive vibe, especially when it comes to the person he cares about.

"W-what are you trying to say?" He try to sound calm but failed miserably due to his wave of emotions in his chest, he instead sounded broken on the spot. Jimin is hoping that the younger only joked just now, he must be. Right? "Jungkook, it's not funny.." he added, throwing an assuring smile in the middle of it.

But Jungkook doesn't burst into a laugh this time, he doesn't pinch Jimin's cheek, kiss him or hug him. The said boy only sighs while diverting his eyes to the floor, breaking their eye-contacts as soon as he saw Jimin's glossy eyes, Jungkook had become an egocentric person now, it's almost impossible he's gonna fall for it, that angel's eyes of Jimin "You heard me hyung.. you said you love me right?" Jimin loses his smile, trying to process whatever this situation is. "Yes Kookie I love you so much! But do you love me too?"

"Hyung.. it's- okay, to be honest, I don't think I can share what I feel for Yoongi hyung with you.. Do you get me?"

Jimin can't believe his ears at all, was that Jungkook? Jungkook, their adorable golden maknae; loved by all his hyungs, Jungkook who practically confessed his undying love to him one year ago and willingly share him with Yoongi so that he can make Jimin as his too.

There's a pregnant silence after that, Jungkook lifts his face when Jimin doesn't respond to him after a few minutes. Probably not gonna till tomorrow, "Whether you voluntarily leave Yoongi for me, or me.. myself gonna make Yoongi leave you.." He said sternly and full of determination.

One thing that Jimin knew for sure, that young boy in front of him is always get what he wants, never give up and full of passion.

"Jungkook, you can't be selfish, we agreed, remember? I love both of you.." This time raising his voice a bit, Jungkook scoffs, "Oh please hyung, you think Yoongi hyung loves you as much as he loves me? You should know that okay? No offence but he just keep you till now just because he feels pity for you... don't make yourself even more pathetic hyung.. "

Jungkook runs his hand through his black hair, clearly getting annoyed over Jimin, he doesn't even feel bad for the older, "Look, hyung, I'm so sorry, yes I'm selfish but I love Yoongi hyung so much that I'd rather die than losing him.. seriously, I can't share him with you anymore hyung.. not this time.."

Everything become clearer now to him, Jimin admits that, he's not a fool to not noticing the way Jungkook and Yoongi treated him with a cold shoulder, like he's not a part of them, abandoning him. Sometimes when he woke up in the middle of night only to find them sneaking out together without at least letting him know first, it'd be lie if he says that he's not affected at all by it.

He asked them, of course, but every time he tried to further questioning them, Yoongi will shot him with his death glare, or yelling "Stop being such a nuisance Jimin, it's not a big deal!" Jimin isn't one who like to fight him when he lost his temper so he decided to just keep his mouth shut after that.

"You are my best friend, my human diary and my other half.

You mean the world to me and I love you.."