8th Grader In The Internet Life

Panic attacks

I woke up a bit late.I didn't feel well.I just ignored it and went to the bathroom.When i went downstairs i was surprised to see....

Ja:Good morning!
A:Hey...

I yawned as i spoke.This boy was everywhere.He really likes me....

M:Hey!Are you still half asleep or what?
A:Kinda...-i groaned-
Ja:How do you do it?
M&A:Do what?
Ja:Look amazing in the morning!
M:You're playing with fire!
A:Hey!Shut up!
Ja:Mark,calm down...i won't hurt her.
A:I am still here!
M:Yeah,sure...just be carefull or you'll regret..

And with that he left...now i was alone with James...

Ja:What's wrong with him?
A:It's because of everything that happened in our family...he doesn't want me to be hurt anymore...
Ja:Oh...i understand now...i will never hurt you,i promise.
A:That's not the problem..my anxiety and depression have been a bit more....
Ja:More what?
A:More active...
Ja:Oh no!Why?
A:You won't understand...sorry.
Ja:Woulnd't i,Pliktys?

He knew!How?

A:How did you know?Why didn't you tell me earlier?
Ja:Because this was a surprise...and this is another one..

He really did it!He kissed me...that felt......weird.But good-weird.

Ja:Soo?
A:So what?
Ja:Did you like the surprises?

I just hugged him...i was silent..he hugged me back.We just stood there..

Ja:I'll take that as a yes!
A:Yup!
Ja:Hope Mark won't kill me.
A:He won't.
M:We'll see about that!
A:Why are you still here?
M:You thought i would leave you two alone even 10 seconds?
Ja:You really hate me,don't you?

I just looked at Mark..

M:Meh...
A:Really?!
Ja:Hey,calm down...i'll just leave then...
M:No..don't.I can see you make Alex happy...but be carefull with my little sister.
A:Stop saying that!
Ja:I think it's cute..

Oh god...my life is weird.Help!!

M:Hmmm....
A&Ja:What?
M:Nothing...
A:Sure...we should go!
Ja:Yeah,we should..

We left Mark and went to school.On the way we met a watcher..she was ereally nice.Then another one.And another one...After 5 minutes there was a crowd around me..I couldn't see James anymore...I couldn't see anything else but strangers.I started to panick.I couldn't breath anymore..I colapsed on the ground,then everything was black...

James' POV:

I saw the crowd getting bigger and bigger.I couldn't see Alex anymore.I was worried...what about ger anxiety?This was a trigger for it.A scream snaped me out of my thoughts.

Watcher:Oh no!She fainted!
Ja:What?!Let me trough!!

She colapsed on the ground.I ran and picked her up..

Ja:What happened?
W:She just started breathing slowly and colapsed..
W:Someone!Call an ambulance!!

In minutes we were in hospital..Alex was alone,in a room..no one was allowed to see her.I called Mark and told him everything.He arrived 5 minutes later.

M:Hey!Where's Alex?
Ja:Inside..we can't see her now...
M:Why not?
Ja:I dunno...the doctors said to wait here..
M:Oh,ok..

We waited about half an hour before we were allowed in..

Doc:Ok,you can see Alex now..
M:Is she ok?
Doc:Now she is...she had a preety bad panick attack..usualy the person only has the feeling that they can't breathe...but Alex couldn't breathe at all...she's ok now..
M:Oh...
Doc:She needs some time off school...i'll explain more later...