Angels Love (sterek)

Broken

ah.. I hope you guys enjoy. If my writing change Sorry it's been.. a long time.
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Stiles POV

As I continued running until I could no longer hear the man I love's voice When I knew for sure I was far away I slowed down and started walking. Smile Stiles smile, you'll be okay. It will all be okay. Just keep smiling Stiles. I repeated that in my head as I forced a smile and wiped away my tears. It'll be okay, I'm okay I- I'm not okay...

"I- I'm not okay..." with that My smile fell and all I could feel were tears, an intense need to let something out with my voice, Couldn't bear it anymore and with it all, the tears were followed by screams and wails. I fell to my knees and I knew, I knew how broken I was.

I don't know how long time had passed, but.. when I came to I had no strength whatsoever ever. After all that crying I felt nothing, there was nothing anymore. I couldn't feel anything expect for emptiness. Slowly I warped myself home and I was now standing in my bedroom. Just blankly staring at whatever.

He.. loves someone else...one day he will have had children, someone he loves, someone who he will protect... it hurts me to let him go and let him love someone else.. but... if he's happy, even if its killing me inside... I'll smile and never say. This love I've kept for so long. As long as he's happy

I haven't been sleeping much lately and its taking quite a toll on my human side. Its hard sleeping when all you have are overwhelming thoughts.

I tried sleeping tonight but couldn't. I kept thinking of the woman. who was that? Have they been together for long? Every time I did I felt like a stab to the heart. I wish I was dead. I wish I never came back.

When morning came I was still wide awake. Today was a school day. So that meant I had to face Scott and Lydia and the others.

I got ready and dressed. Actually I just took a shower and wore a red hoodie over a tank top, plus jeans.

I drove my jeep to school and when went to my locker, I saw Scott waiting. Well this is going I be fantastic. I rolled my eyes. I walked up to my locker to get my books. Scott opened his mouth. But he then quickly closed them and kept quiet. But then he opened them again.

"Stiles..." he looked down at his feet
"..."
"I-I'm sorry..." he told me
"..there's nothing to be sorry about" I smiled at him
"Please...." he looked up at me
"There's nothing to be sorry about Scott. Are you okay? Do you have a fever dude?" I laughed half heartedly
"...stiles please let me ex-" he was interrupted by my outburst
"Let you what? Explain why you ignore me? Why you never noticed how broken I was? Why you never see how my world was falling apart? Don't explain Scott, because... it's too late.. it's too late now" I smiled at him and walked away closing my locker

Scott had tears in his eyes when I was about to turn around. It pained my heart but I kept it smoothly running.

Scott's Pov

Those sweet eyes. Those once sweet shinny eyes. Stiles... his once bright smiling face... his eyes are now glazed over like ice. Clouded and frozen. His smiles so unreal... it's... it's all my fault... I should have notice, I should have seen how broken he was how much pain I.. we have cause him....

If we had payed attention... if I have payed more attention then I would have notice.. if I had stop and think for a minuet, maybe he wouldn't be like this... no... I did notice... I just didn't care..
I was so into being a werewolf with the pack that I didn't care. His feelings... his world, shatters into pieces.

It's mine... our fault, that Stiles had started pushing us away...

If we had been a better friend to him than being just jerks....he wouldn't be so hurt like this...

It's mine and the packs fault. I know.
We need to fix this, and fast... before he closed his doors forever.

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Hurray!! I finished!!! Well okay so a few days I ago I made a bet with a friend. It was whoever fall first. I won't lose, I won't fall for him haha. He won't fall for me too so lol let's see how this goes!!!

But hey I know I won't lose, I can't fall in love easily.