Chapter 8 - I Want You

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Hearing my locker door click confirming it had closed and locked, I lean forward and place my hand on the cold metal. I close my eyes and breathe as it soothes my growing headache, hoping something get's me out of English today because I do not have the energy.

The locker besides me flies open hitting me on the back of the head, I wince and push myself up seeing Harry stood smirking. He goes to reach inside but I quickly slam the door, making him jump back and everyone in the hall look over as I shout at him.

"I swear to God I'll rip your balls off and wear them as earrings if you annoy me." Harry looks more shocked than anyone, but people around laugh as I take a step closer to him. "I'm warning you," I growl. Slipping past him walking away leaving everyone speechless.

Throwing my bag against the wall and taking a seat on the floor I huff as the bell goes. Screw class I don't have the energy to sit through it with him around.

Abbie walks through the doors at the end of the hallway and it's hard not to notice her, my eyes go wide as I see her walking with the school slut, Tiffany. I'm shocked at how she's changed, her piercings are gone, the cute little rainbow snakebites she had removed, and the holes covered up with makeup.

I act like I don't see her and look at the floor as everyone vanishes from the hallways.

"What was that?!" Harry screams walking around the corner, his eyes hooking onto mine, he stops in front of me and I scoff looking away from him, "go away," I state simply as he grabs my arm forcing me to my feet and I shove him back annoyed with him grabbing me like this, "what's your problem?" He asks.

"You." I spat, reaching down to pick my bag up, I slide it over my shoulder and start to walk down the hallway. "What do you mean?" he asks, trying to stop me but I keep going not wanting to let him control me, "tell me," he demands.

Coming to a stop, I snap "I'm sick of this, it's going nowhere and I'm so done, Abbie's fucked off with that slut and I'm p*ssed okay."

"I'm sorry about that, but it's not what we were talking about."

It's always got to be about him, he doesn't give a crap about anything or anyone unless he's involved. I shake my head as I walk away without him following. As I turn the corner to head for English I catch him out of the corner of my eye running a hand through his hair frustrated followed by a punch hitting a locker echoing down the halls.

Once I reach the room I walk in and the teacher frowns.

"You're ten minutes late Miss Clarke." Mr. Gill states as I walk further into the room.

"Okay." I mutter walking over to my desk slumping down in my seat, Zayn sits next to me and chuckles as Mr. Gill walks over looking frustrated. "Excuse me?" he asks and I look up to him, "yes?" he rolls his eyes and walks away starting the lesson.

Zayn chuckles, "you look like sh*t."

"You sure know how to make a girl feel good about herself," I smile.

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Once the bell rings I race out of the room and end up crashing straight into someone. "Careful love."

Harry chuckles and I groan, "f*ck you" he grabs me from behind and leans in mumbling to me, "I wish you would" I roll my eyes and he snakes his arms around my waist and laughs.

I elbow him in the ribs and keep moving. He calls after me but I ignore him and move down the hallway, seeing Niall and Louis stood by the lockers I sigh wondering if I can move past without them noticing me.

"Alice!" Niall calls out, I smile going over not wanting to be ignorant, Niall's probably...dare I say, the nicest one out of them all.

"Hey," I sigh standing besides him, "Harry end up finding you?" he asks and I nod in response.

"Have you seen Abbie around?" Louis asks and I sigh, surely he should know. "Yeah, with Tiffany Jones," he pulls a face and shivers, "oh Jesus," the three of us laugh and I'm shocked they don't obsess over her like all the other guys, she's only good for one thing though and I'm sure after a while it gets boring.

Louis sighs, "I'm guessing you two aren't friends anymore then?"

"I'm done with her to be honest," I shrug and he pats my shoulder. "She was a crap shag if that helps you at all." I cringe pushing his hand off me while he chuckles. Abbie didn't lie about him being an okay person but she seriously didn't get to know him, she just jumped into bed with him.

I'm sure they've not spoke since and for some reason he's changed recently. Louis ends up leaving not saying much else and I'm left standing next to Niall for a while until I hear a voice behind me causing me to jump.

"Alice"

Harry's rough voice is easy to recognise as I turn around, "we need to talk," he states and I know he's serious. He takes my arm gently leading me to an empty section of the hall, since everyone's gone off for break the hallways are practically empty meaning some privacy.

"Are you sure talking's a good idea because you're confusing me and I don't know what to think right now." I breathe wanting to start this conversation even though he stated he wanted to talk to me.

"What do you mean?" He asks, acting clueless and I scoff, how many times are we going to do this? He takes my wrist turning me towards him and I snap, "You're messing with my head with your attitude towards me, one second you're sweet and then mean and hurting me, then kissing me...it's driving me crazy and I don't know what to think about you." I sigh, aware that I've already stated this to him before.

He releases my arm, "you hurt me and I don't like it. I knew you were trouble."

He scowls at me, "why didn't you just walk away then?"

"Because you wouldn't let me." I growl at him making him look down ashamed almost. "In the world there's billions of girls good enough for you, there's hundreds of girls at this school alone, you could have any one of them, why me? All of them and you choose me, why?"

Harry sighs and rubs his face before looking me straight in the eyes. "I don't care how many other girls there are. I want you. End of story." I choke up not knowing what to say he wants me but that could mean anything, like he doesn't want me, just my body or that he actually means me but should I believe that? "I just can't believe you've done this to me though." He adds.

"I haven't done anything." I state and he nods.

"I know but how am I suppose to like you? You've got those beautiful blue eyes, that smile and the way you look cute when you're angry. I don't know what's going on, I'm confused too. Do you think I want to like you as more than a friend? Because I don't, I'm a player I don't do stuff like this but you've done something and I don't feel like messing around with girls anymore..."

He pushes me aside and walks away throwing the door open and making sure it slams hard against the wall. I gulp, what just happened? He just started pouring is heart out to me.

I stand there for a moment silently, until I hear the sound of glass breaking from outside.

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