I can't sleep... I've been up all night and shit trying to go to sleep and i failed and right now I'm in the freezer.. and it's so dark...and bleg I'm cold ;-; so fucking cold...fucking Damien...
"I always hurt people that I love...I guess that's the reason nobody loves me..." -Mr. Kidnapper (Kellic) Book One
"Being in love sucks, always being worried and scared and upset over a single person. Jealousy and anger when you see them with someone else. Crying and heartbreak when you realize that there was no love reflected back on to you. You. You were never loved back. It was a one-sided love." -...my sister...Rachel, The Most Beautiful Girl That Had Ever Taken A Step On Earth
"I'm hurt. Im broken. I'm insane. I'm everything that literally no one would want. Just a worthless, useless, broken and insane child. What's my point? Nothing." -Unknown
"I guess happiness is just an excuse so you don't get bombarded with questions about whats making you unhappy. It's so stupid. But then...you find that one person that makes it to where...the 'happiness' isn't an excuse anymore. And you're not unhappy anymore. It's real. And you're actually and honestly happy." -I think I made this one..idk
"Im clingy. If I see you, I'll run up to you and hug you. If I miss you, I'll cry about you and automatically get jealous, even if they're just going to the store and there's no possibility of them being with anyone else that could potentially put their hands on them. If I love you, I love you and I want to always be with you. Im clingy. And that means that if I say I love you. Then I love you." -Rachel...
"I know that you're aware, even though you didn't want it to happen, it did. You left. You left mom, and dad and me. You left Justin and Rhylan and Kevin and Damien. You left Sierra and Vicky and Maria. You left Me." -My mum, she wrote this so I could say it and Rachel's funeral...;-;
That's it I guess idk what to do honestly...I just miss Blakie...ive been crying for the past two hours...I'm still stuck in the motherfucking freezer...
