Light [HBxReader]

눈송이 (Snowflake)

As always. I sat alone in the class room. Well I'm not alone my classmates were with me but I sat alone on one big desk. I had politics lesson and I usually was able to choose where i want to sit and all of the Girls sat together. Without me of course. I am not that pretty and talkative. I'm the shy quiet one that only focuses on studying because that the only thing I can do.

I was not bullied. Not by the Girls. By Boys. I hated boys so much. When I was little, boys used to bully me a lot. They laughed at me called me names and always showed that I was the dumbest in class but I wasn't. I always had great grades. I did not really have or ever had friends in this class. I was always on my own. I was alone.

One day in class,in politics lesson,I was drawing in my book so it seemed like I'm working somehow. I heard giggles around me and of course they were against me. Boys...ugh...

 Lesson is over. Finally. I always put my things together fast because I want to be out of here as soon as possible. Outside the class I was waiting for the other girls to go to have lunch together.

Break was over. I wanted to go to class again but a boy hit my shoulder so hard I fell down and crushed to the wall. The papers in my hand fell down too and the boy just laughed. When I was trying to take all of the papers and put it in my bag, someone helped me. I looked at his hands. It was a boy. I knew it cuz boys have such strong and big hands. I slowly looked up to see who it was and he was busy collecting all my papers. As he looked up too, he looked straight into my eyes and said: "Never mind them. They're just some silly boys who want to gain attention for bullying someone." I was shocked. "It's fine..." I said quickly taking the papers off his hands and putting them into my bag. The guy looked up and watched me running out the school. I hope he did not follow me.

He looked so handsome...but he was a Boy! So he would do something terrible with me like all the other Guys did. I wasn' paying attention to where I was walking at and crushed into another boy! Oh man! Now he's definetly gonna hit me like for real!!! "Oh...I'm sorry oh no I-!!!!!" I said after looking up to who it was. It was a Guy with dark skin. Not too dark but kinda a chocolate dark. He just smiled patted my head and was gone to another 4 Guys. Wait....he did not hit me? What?.....okay it's strange. 

After school I went to a cafe to do my homework and study a bit. I drank my favorite coffee and  focused on studying. Suddenly somebody sat in front of me. I looked up and it was the guy who helped me with my papers! "What...are you doing here...?" I asked carefully and i almost sank into my scarf. "What does it look like? I was trying to talk to you and you just disappeared!" I could not stand this. I stood up and packed my things. "I don't need a guy talking to me thanks" I said and walked straight away. 

It was quite dark and it was snowing again. I felt weird...the place where I am right now is dangerous at night. I walked past a street and wanted to go home but I lost your way in this black darkness. As I noticed heavy footsteps coming closer and closer I knew trouble was on it's way.... oh no.. as I turned around a BIG FAT man was standing in front of me and on top of that  he was holding a knife. "Come here little girl and let's have some fun tonight!" I immediately  tried to run away but he got me. He was fat but he was fast.I kicked him in the balls and he fell  but stood up again and hit my arm so hard I collapsed next to him. I just wanted to cry. That's why I hated boys so much.

I  closed my eyes and hoped to die without pain but the guy fell on his knees and stayed. Another guy looked up he was breathing fast. "Hey! It's dangerous here at night! You should've asked me to bring you home!" It was the guy from the cafe again. "But why...?" I said but he got closer and held my arm. "Are you fine? Do you need an ambulance?" he asked and seemed to be worried.... "No...i...am completely fine it's okay..." "At least let me bring you home!" he said and took your my hand. I tried to let go but he held my hand tight. Not too tight. His hand was comfortable and warm.

We walked through the streets and it was snowing again. I looked up to the snowflakes. "You like them?" the guy asked. I nodded slowly. I surely did. They are so fascinating. I wonder if it is true that no snowflake is like the other.. "Then let me catch you one!" he said and tried to catch one of the biggest snowflakes. I had to laugh but I tried to hide my smile under my scarf. He laughed too and brought me a big snowflake."Here it is." he said and gave me the tiny cute snowflake. "Oh ehm by the way my name is Hongbin. Lee Hongbin." He gave me his hand and bowed. "I am (y/n)..." we shook hands.

As we arrived at home I said thank you. He gave me a gently smile and replied "It's okay and remember to call me if you need something!" He smiled again. His smile was very Bright... He gave me his phone number and then he said goodbye and was gone. I closed the door behind me. No one was home anyway. I had no siblings and my parents were very busy so even at home I am alone...

I laid down on my bed and I was thinking about Hongbin and his bright smile....why did he do this...? He is kind of different from all the other boy I have met so far. He was kind and protective towards me. I wondered if he is always like that. The other boy, the chocolate brown one was nice too...It is my first time seiing nice boys.

Because of boys I have a trauma..I cannot properly speak with boys or work with them at school without being afraid they might do something. If it is messing around with me or fooling me into doing something so they can laugh at me. I have experienced all that and now I can't stand Boys anymore. But Hongbin is different....