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"So, what are ya here in LA for?" Zayn asked while pulling some things from a few boxes. "Well, my best friend, Iza, got me a modeling gig for this underwear line I think." I said lugging a big box into my room.

"Underwear, eh? How old were you again?" he asked looking at some pictures of me with my parents. "I never even told you my age...wyd fam?" I said rolling my eyes "but, I'm 18 I just graduated high school. What about you?"

"I'm 45, I like long walks on the beach, and I like reading books. So why don't we start a new chapter in a book called life together" he said smirking at me. "Fuck outta here nigga" I said about to kick him out of my apartment and my life

"I'm 20. I'm a part time tattoo artist and a photographer." he said looking up at me after he was done putting the rest of the stuff in the box away. "But, if you're 18, how did you get a underwear gig? is it like lingerie or somethin'"

"I'm 18 which means I'm legal, which also means I can do whatever I want with my body. And I honestly don't know. I'm supposed to meet with them before the shoot on Thursday."

"You should let me work with you on that project..."he said wiggling his eyebrows "oh please, there are many other women for you and besides I just got out of a relationship. Ugly rat ass mothafu-" I was cut off from my bashing only to hear a knock on my door

I open the door with Zayn behind me, to see a tall, Maori, cute boy standing outside. "So this is where you are?! Zayn, I was looking all over for you man," he said in a nice Australian accent.

what's with all these fine boys with hot accents?

"Aye! I was down here helping Monroe unpack. She just moved in today. Calum, meet Monroe. Monroe, meet Calum." Zayn said standing back a little

"Wow, you're very beautiful. I'm calum. I live in apartment 1B (a/n my hair color ayye). " he said looking at me up in down with his lip caught between his teeth "My eyes are up here, babes." I said pointing at my face "and thanks for the info. Probably won't ever need it." I said giving him the biggest fake smile and walking back to the kitchen

Moments later, Calum walks in with a red face and Zayn is laughing. "Okay so the reason I was looking for you. We have this photoshoot on Thursday. We're talking underwear models, dawg. Thicc girls in underwear! God is answering my prayers man."

I chocked on my water at this news Calum just told Z. "Wait, what?" zayn and I asked in unison "You mean you are shooting the pictures for that project,,," I asked about to flip my shit

"I guess so, love. I don't really mind it being that 'thick girls' like yourself are just beautiful women, period." he said shrugging his bare shoulders "Well I don't mind if you're there. It's just supa pig right here I'm aggy over." I said rolling my eyes

"Look, ma, I'm very professional when it comes to my job. I'll have you know that several other photographers will be there to take pictures of you very beautiful ladies." he said thinking that calling me ma would slide

"Okay no. You can either address me by monroe or Monroe, got it?" I said tying a little wrap around my afro to keep its shape. "What about me?" Zayn said sipping from my water bottle keeping direct eye contact

that shouldn't have been that hot wtf

"You can call me daddy." I said patting his back, starting to put up dishes.

^^

The next day, I wake up to a loud banging on my front door. Getting up, I fix my bonnet and walk to the door.

I open it to see a Zayn with tousled sleep hair and low sweatpants on. "You're friend here tried buzzing you to open the door for him but apparently you sleep very hard, so he started buzzing the fuck outta mine and I opened it for him."

"But I don't have any friends here..." I said looking at him questionably "Sike! Bitch ya thought wrong!" Iza said jumping out from beside the door

"Iza! My darling Possum! I love you so much. What are you doing here. Wait, BITCH ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY! WE'RE GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT HOE!" I yelled

"C-c-calm the fuck down. I'm here because I couldn't not be here for your first photoshoot! And do you even know anywhere for us to go? Like real shit, we can stay home and eat edibles and watch Sailor Moon." he said pulling his bag inside.

I let Zayn in and close the door after. "I don't even have a weed man here yet. and if we find one do you want brownies or cookies? I'll make them for your birthday." I said sitting down on the couch fixing my bonnet again

"Uhh..I can hook you two up with some weed." Zayn said scratching the back of his neck "cool man how much?" I asked "Oh no. I'll just give to some of mine, little birthday present from me." he said smiling a cute smile

"Tight, thanks Zayn" I was about to give him a hug when Iza coughed and pointed at what I'm wearing. I looked down to see my short night shorts, that showed my thighs and the partial bottoms of ma buttcheeks. For a shirt...well I wasn't wearing one. I was in a black sports bra and one of my little rolls was peeking from the bottom of it.

"Shit! Welp Z, I think it's time for you to go. Bye!" I said pushing him towards the door.

Right before he's almost out, he stops me from pushing him and turns around. He places his hands on my hips and pulls me in a little. "Don't be embarrassed, love. I happen to think you have a very beautiful body and cute shorts." he whispered in my ear before pulling them and letting them snap back. My breath hitched yet again when he placed a kiss below my ear.

I am s h o o k

I stood in my place like that until he closed the door and Iza yelled "'ROE FINNA GET SOME DICK"

"bitch...I can't even. My dick is hard and I don't even have a dick. what the FUCK" I yelled before walking back to room to go...take care of somethings.

^^

It was finally Thursday. The meeting went great and now it was time for everybody to but on the selected items for them. slipping on the lacy black bra and draws. (a/n soz if you don't like saying draws but legit that's how I was raised ooPs)

Walking out into the open area, I feel a wave of confidence wash over me. I had never felt this way in Oakland and I didn't have a bunch of dead weights dragging me down. I was finally free to be me. Monroe.

"You look sexy." I heard a deepy voice say, grabbing onto my hips. Turning around, I'm faced with a lock jawed Zayn looking me up and down. "I know, the fuck,,," I said backing away and going to stand where I'm supposed to.

"Alright Ladies! Let's get it going!" I heard the Maori boy yell from beside the stereo

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I WROTE IT ON TIME FWM AND ITS MY BEST FRIENDS BIRTHDAY.

Dear iza, you are literally my best friend and I love you so much. You have helped me through a lot of shit and you support me with so much. I don't know what'd I'd do without you. I'd probably be dead honestly. You mean so much and I love you. You're older now and I hope you actually read this because I know your possum ass skim reads stuff like it's not important. but anyways I love you and I hope you have a great bday ilysm 💖

As for my other readers I want to have another update up soon cause I love y'all. If you guys ever want to talk PM me or something.

Jump into cold cold water ;)))
-laila 💕