Unmasked

Chapter 14

"I plan on sending him a letter,"

"A letter? Mary-"

"A letter to explaining that I can't see him that-"

"Oh Mary that's the same as Turing yourself in! Might as well send him you full name, date of birth, and address." He scoffs.

"No," I shake my head, thinking as I spoke, "it's be anonymous but he'd know it's from me. I'll tell him to give up his search for me that it's be no use-"

"But do you really believe that would work, Mary?" He asks me in a much more hush tone as if someone began to listen in, "wouldn't that encourage him more? Why not let him figure it out himself?"

"Because he might not figure it out quickly... Look I've been bedridden all week so I haven't seen how much he's doing but if its great then he won't give up for soon. Who better to convince you to let go of someone than the person you're holding on to themself?"

Michael thought for a moment, then responded with, "alright, then how would he know surely it was from you if you plan on mailing him anonymously?"

"I have that figured, I just need to find out who will mail it to him without question," I looked down again. Who'd be foolish enough to deliver a letter anonymously to the prince without suspecting a thing?

"I'll do it." He confirmed with what seemed to be hesitantly but I might of imagined it, making me look up at his barely visible features.

Before I could question him, he says, "have the letter ready before sundown and I'll deliver it to him. I can only pray you'll be right Mary."

He kisses my forehead, "Goodnight, or should I say 'Good Morning'."

Bows slightly, then leaves.

It's not long until Harriet appears behind the door and hurries me in.

By the time I'm back in bed the other maids, cooks, and cleaners begin to wake making Harriet leave. I'm left laying there wondering what on earth am I going to write.

~*~

"Harriet?" I ask as she steps into my room, bread in her hands.

"Hmm?" She barely looks up to me as she sits at the edge of my bed and hands me the small loaf; I hardly look at her too.

"What can I say to him?" I finally ask.

She sighs heavily and slightly shakes her head, "I don't know dear. You know him better than I do,"

'But I hardly know him' I wanted to say, but the words never formed and I'm only staring at the bread in my hands.

"Tell him what you said you were going to write him," Harriet suggests.

I shake my head, "I have to explain more to him-"

Harriet's hands come over mine and we finally make eye contact. She smiles lightly and it was then I realized how much Harriet has truly been there for me, and how much I won't ever be able to repay her.

It almost makes me sad.

"You said it yourself when you spoke to Michael; That you didn't know how bad it was because you've been stuck inside these past couple of days but I've seen it when I go shoppin', I see his signs all over town his extra security. Honey, the only way for you to get out of this is to do what you planned and tell him to let go and move on."

"If only it were that easy," I mumble.

"Sweetie, I don't know your feelin's for this boy, but if you really do love him you'd write to him," she winks at me and gets up to leave, but before she does, she turns to me and says, "tell him, everything."

And she's gone.

It takes me a while but then I realize her words, and my stomach makes a flip then drops.

I stand and begin to look for a paper and hope to god there's a pen in thrown somewhere.

~*~

"Anya," I look at her unable to hide the worry in my voice.

"I got it," she smiles as she takes the envelope from my hands.

As Anya makes scribbles a few words it I try to find air to breathe but fail. I didn't actually think it through, what if it doesn't make sense? What if-

Oh no, just stop it. Breathe Mary, breathe.

"I'll give it to your friend as I make my way out seeing its almost sunset." She takes out a pocket watch from one of her dress pockets, glances at it quickly and snaps it shut, placing it back in her pocket.

She looks up to me and smiles, shaking my hand before she leaves.

Today was her last "checkup" on me, I requested Anya to tell my mother I was ready to work tomorrow just so I wouldn't have to be bedridden any longer that I wish to be, but I fear what punishment she'll have for me for being "ill". If I know anything about my mother it's that she hates having useless workers- not that she pays me in order for her to get upset-.

But then again, knowing my mother as soon as Anya leaves after telling I'm well enough to work she'll have me working harder than anyone, which is why I'm already dressed in my housekeepers uniform (for everyone I the different section has a different uniform).

I count to five minutes, then I walk out , passing the kitchen, the laundry rooms, and eventually the supply rooms. Making my way up though a series of hallways and through a couple doors until I find myself in the living room. I fix up my posture fully until I walk towards the center where my mother awaits, arms crossed and foot tapping.

No more playing lovesick Princess, time to get to work.