crimson red with a pitch of black

*chap 6* crimson red with a pitch of black

 thank you GothicGirl22 for the cover :)

On the side is tara reid as Lauren =======>

Chap 6: 

"mom, please answer me, it really hurts" I pleaded

She looked at me with disgust filling her eyes, I was in major pain, my stomach hurts like hell and and dad just punched me, it hurts so bad and I really want it to stop

"stop calling me that! Don’t call me mom and don’t come to me crying when your father beats you!"

I knew it was no use, so I curled in a ball on the floor and sobbed, my mom was sitting in the chair just staring into the space, she looked scary but my tummy hurts too much to care

Loud footsteps pounded on the floor, I froze in spot, my pain long forgotten, fear replaced it as I knew who these steps belongs to, dad

I was shoved roughly out of his way with a harsh kick from his feet, I got up and hurried out of the room hoping to go and find Nate, no such luck

"where do you think your going?" dad growled

"i…i.. w-wanted….t-t-to…." iStuttered

"go  clean the hallway, that idiot of a son Nate bled all over the carpet"

No way! I hate blood! And I hate seeing it

"no daddy, please no" I started shaking

"what did you say? Did you just disobey me?" he said

In his drunk state of mind, I didn’t doubt that he was going to make me bleed as well

I raised my hand to shield my face from the fist that came crashing down at me

I jolted upright in my bed, sweating and breathing fast, my heart was beating fast, "it was just a dream, just a dream" I chanted to calm myself

I slumped back into the pillow and groaned, it was annoying! I thought I'd stop with the nightmares but I didn’t, and I didn’t grow used to it either, I need to see a doctor!

I opened my eyes and peeked at the clock, the green numbers said it was 3:35 am , it was really early!

I closed my eyes, my mother's cold green eyes appeared, it wasn’t always like that, she used to be loving and caring, well not so much but she wasn’t this cold, when I was 5, something happened and my father started drinking, he because abusive while my mother became cold and distanced

I sighed and turned on my side, there's no use dwelling on it now, I might as well as catch some sleep

*beep* *beep* *beep* came the annoying sound of the alarm clock, I groaned, and reached a hand to turn it off, that alarm clock is about to be thrown out the window if it didn’t shut up!

20 minutes later I was good to go, and 15 minutes later I was at my car, I turned on the radio but nothing good was on so I turned on my iPod

"I DON’T GIVE A FUCK IF YOU CANT STAND ME….IVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF WHAT YOU SAY…." I started singing along to my derailment, I know I looked stupid to an outsider but I didn’t care, it was who I am and sometimes I have a short-term craziness

I heard someone calling my name so I turned to my right only to see jenny laughing and waving her hand, I waved back awkwardly, I cursed myself silently while I smiled at her, she must think im crazy, she laughed and waved back, Its been a week and a half since that day at the bathroom and  we got pretty close, we even planned a sleepover at her house this weekend

I looked at her and was about to say something but stopped, who was sitting next to her caught my attention, a fake blonde haired bitch to be specific, my smile faltered as I saw Lauren, what the hell was jenny doing giving her a ride? That bitch must've forced her