Reflection

Who am I

I don't know what's wrong with me,

It feels like everyday, I'm going a bit more crazy.

It's scary when you don't know who you've become

In a place where everyone's so obsessed with who's dumb.

Feeling like everyone around you is an enemy

Because most of my life is looked at with jealousy.

And I hate every minute of the attention,

Because life is teaching the wrong person a valuable lesson.

This pain I've hidden in me for so long is growing to torture my mind,

Reminding me of all the times I've thought about leaving this world behind.

And everytime I've collapsed into this never-ending hole of suffocating darkness

The world around me just got a little bit more heartless.

And everytime my trust was broken by what seemed like a believer,

That never-ending hole just got a little deeper.

Torn between two sides, and the feeling's not setting me free.

Because no one can help a person who's losing their grip on reality.