Reflection

Always

It's bound to happen,

It always happens and I've learnt to live with it,

I can't help myself,

But I guess it's time now to admit.

It's like a natural thing,

Distancing myself when I think I'm getting too close.

Insecure? No, that's not it,

Trust issues? Yeah, that's more like it.

I can't stop myself,

It's constructed in me like my personality,

And I wish my heart would fall when it's ready,

And not when it's lonely.

That feeling when you don't know

Whether or not you love him,

Whether or not you trust him,

Whether or not you should believe him

When all you've ever heard in your life were lies.

Whether or not his actions are a disguise

To cover the feelings he has hidden inside

Just patiently waiting for the truth to rise

Being told that true love never dies.