A Work In Progress

UNO

Some say that liars have no story and stay liars. However, over the years I have learnt that everyone has a story no matter how big or small their worth is to you. People matter, and that's all that matters. I used to think that I was the most boring person in the world, I really did. But when I got to college, I realised nothing that happened then; mattered here. Meeting new people scares me, it excites some, but to me its as if someone is literally reading my journal and quizzing me about my life. I write because I enjoy it. Is that a crime? To some people, weirdly, yes. I tell myself "They're the one's who are weird, not me," but every now and again, I also tell myself "Maybe they are right. Maybe I am just a massive weirdo who reads Bucky and Captain America Fan Fictions at 3am. " That was a little to specific, but you get the picture. I'm someone is very closed off and only lets people in after they have shown me that they can cope with my 7,000 layers of anxiety, loneliness and craziness. I need someone like Alex from Love, Rosie. You know, the guy who also played Will Traynor in Me Before You and Finnck in the Hunger Games Catching Fire? Yeah, him. Do you ever just think for one moment in your life that you are one in 7 billion. Only one. Amazing isn't it. So many people think the entire other 6.9 billion care about only them. Well (total american here) News Flash girlfriend (or boyfriend, no sexism here) you are one person in 7 billion. You don't always matter. Build yourself a bridge, try to walk over it and then fail and fall in the water, then climb out and get over it. You are one in 7 BILLION. Make the right decision. 

I didn't even properly introduce myself. Hi, I'm Lucy Crawford and this is my story.