just a fan ; grayson dolan

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I had a hour to call my mom and tell her everything that has happened, she wouldn't believe that I was going on tour

"Mom! Guess what?!" I squealed when I heard her breathing on the other line

"You're going on tour!" She screamed

"How did you know?" I asked confused

"Lisa called me, and of course I'm letting you go!" she said, I jumped excitedly

"Okay mom I love you but I have to go tell my friends and Emily!! I love you" I said and hung up

I switched apps to messages and clicked Emily's contact, I face timed her and she answered right away

"Hey! I miss you! Please tell me your coming home!Oh and I'm with Jess" She smiled

I frowned

"No I face timed to tell you that I'm going on tour with Ethan and Grayson" my smile came back slowly

"This is a joke right?" she laughed

"What do you mean?" I asked

"You've been gone for a month and then you told me you were moving to la. I was okay with that because I new you would come to vist alot. But now your going on tour? With a boy that broke your heart only a few months ago?" She paused

"Emily I thought you would be happy for me?" I gave her a look

"How could I? You want me to be happy about my best friend leaving me for months? You've changed so much since you met Grayson. Are you even coming back for school?" she finished

"He didn't change me, I changed myself" I say

"You know what? I'm done. I never thought I would have to do this but it's me or Grayson" She said causing my heart to break

I started to tear up and quickly hid it

"Your going to choose the boy you met a few months ago over me your best friend since pre school?" she questioned

"Thanks for showing your true colors, bye Alexa" She said and hung up

I sat down crying not knowing what to do, so i called the only person I know can fix this, my mom

It rang and she quickly picked up

"Yes sweetie?" She said

"Mom I don't know what to do. Emily and Jess are mad at me because I haven't seen them in forever and they think I'm picking Grayson over them, but i don't know what to do" I cried

"Sweetie calm down its okay. Do what makes you happy. If going on tour with Grayson is what you want to do then do it. But if coming home is what you want do that. Everything is going to be okay" She said calmly

"Thanks mom you always no how to help, I'll call you later. I love you" I say before hanging up

And now I'm torn between what to do..

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Chapter question; what do you guys want her to do? Go on tour with her boyfriend ? or go home to her best friend?

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