just a fan ; grayson dolan

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It was 3am and emily was sleeping over, we had the house to our selves because my mom went away for the weekend

Emily knocked out thirty minutes ago so I went into my living room with my laptop and tried to FaceTime Grayson

"Hey baby, I miss you" he said while popping up on my screen

"I miss you too, how was the first stop? I saw some cute pictures" I said

"It was amazing, a lot of fans asked where you were. They are excited to see you" he said making me smile

"Well we only have two weeks to go" I smile

"I won't let what happened last time happen ago, I promise. I never want to loose you" he said

"Good because I wasn't planning on loosing you ether. Where are you right now?" I asked

"In a hotel, Ethan is asleep but I can't" he fake frowned

"Me too, pretty sure it's because your not with me" I huff

"I'm going to a interview tomorrow and I wanted to ask you. When they ask me what we are, what do I say?" I ask nervously

"Well I want to make sure everyone on this planet knows your mine, so say we're dating. Even though I haven't officially asked you, I'm getting to that" he chuckled

"Alright sounds good" I laugh

"I miss you so much" he says

"I miss you more" I breath

"Not possible babe" he smirks

I frown and look away, I start to get sad at the fact I still have two weeks until I see him. It makes me sad to think about it

"Don't be sad, that makes me sad" he frowns

My eyes start to water just by looking at him frowning, I blinked and tears fell

"Grayson I'm going to go" I say while wiping my tears

"But your crying" he says

"Yeah but talking to you and not being able to touch or hug you makes me more sad. So I'm going to go I'll text you tomorrow" I say and before he could speak I hit the 'end' button

I shut my laptop and push it to the side, I pull my blanket onto me and lay on the couch

I stare into the darkness and think about him

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get ready for some mother fucking drama bitches