You Are Perfect To Me.

•𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝕯𝖆𝖞 𝕺𝖋 𝕾𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖑.

Today is my first day as a high schooler "I have to change! I cant live like this for the rest of my life!" I got up at 4 just to do my makeup and hair to look at least, okay. I walk to the board to see what class i'm in, as i'm looking "You see her? Omg, whats wrong with her face? Does she even know how to use makeup? And look at that hair, oh, my god" I immediately look down and walk to the bathroom as fast as I could. Looking at the mirror I see this ugly face on me "Why are you so ugly? How hard I tried to make you look pretty, you just can't be. Why do you keep sticking on my face you ugly piece of shit!" I cried. I really wanted a different life after I entered high school, but I guess it wont change a single fucking thing. I wiped my tears, removed my makeup, put on my glasses, loosen my hair tie, and go out from the bathroom and walked towards the class. "What class is it again?" I recall, "Oh its 1-4", I get in and pick a table, I take the back table that is placed in the corner beside the window. "I guess this will be my place for the rest of the year. Don't expect too much. It wont be different, I know I'm ugly, but at least I'm pretty smart. Just focus on your grades" I speak in low voice as my tears are building up in my eyes "Be tough (y/n)" I encourage myself. I sit down and stare out the window listening to my music on my earphones. "You have no idea How pretty you are when you wake from sleep You have no idea How beautiful you look as you get ready for bed Stop looking in the mirror Don't worry about your weight You're already beautiful the way you are" I sing the song by Zion.T "No
Make Up" in a quite voice but someone suddenly poked me, I was startled and took off one my earphone and looked at that person "Y-y-yes?" I look at him for a moment then looked down fixing my glasses "C-can I help you?" I ask while looking down "Can I sit here?" He asked "Y-yeah, s-sure" I said, "It's the first time someone talked to me and volunteer them self to sit beside me, people that used to sit beside me used to be forced by the teacher" I think to myself. "Is that Zion T's song No makeup?" He asked sitting himself down beside me, I nod slowly "Yes" "Jungkook-a~~~~~" I see some random girls coming closer to the guy beside me. "So his name is Jungkook" I said to myself and put my earphone on again. I can hear a bit of their conversation "Where will you go after school? Come to my house, I'll cook you something delicious" "No! Come to my apartment, I've prepared something special for you" "Just go with me, lets go shopping, I'll buy anything you want" "No have dinner with me Jungkook-a~~" these girls are really into this guy, is he that popular? I keep listening to the song until the teacher comes in. We all immediately sit and give our respect. "I see you guys have picked your tables, I wont decide who you will be sitting with, so, the person beside you, will be your partner in every group assessment, get along well" the teacher said and then left the room to get something. "So we will be together every time for the rest of the year" he looked at me and smiled, I can see a bit from my glasses, "Y-yes. Please take good care of me" I said looking down "Me too. Whats your name?" He peaks at my face, I pull my face away from him "My name is (y/f/n)" I fix my glasses "(y/n)? That's a pretty name! I'm Jeon Jungkook. Lets get along well
(y/n)-a" he giggles, I nod slowly "Yeah". I pull out my book and pen from my bag. "That's cute!" He points at my Mickey mouse pen with a strap on it "Yeah, I can only write with cute pens" I giggle a bit. "Aawww~ do you have another one? Can I borrow it?" He asks and I look at his face a little bit "What? You want to use this pen? You sure?" "Yeah, let me borrow it, I want to try it" "Okay" I lend him my other pen with hello kitty strap "This is so cute'' he keeps staring at it and I smile. "Take out your note book on the first page, read it and do the exercise, if you don't have your book, do it together with your partner beside you, and submit it at the end of the class." The teacher said and then sits down. "(y/n) can I do it with you? I don't bring my books, hehe" "Yeah sure" he connects our table and puts the book in the middle, we read it together and when we're about to do the exercise a girl came to us "Jungkook-a, why are you so close with this girl?" She takes a good look of my face, I cover my face and look down "Oh my god, are you the girl that the entire school is talking about? The beast of all beast?" She chuckles, her words stab my heart like a thousand daggers, I feel my tears building up in my eyes "Ya! What are you saying!?" Jungkook yelled at her "I'm sorry, I need to go" I get up from my seat and run to the rooftop, and I cry.

𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

"Ya! What are you saying!!" I yelled at her, I see (y/n) run. "Why are you saying something like that to her?" "Oppa, dont you know? She's the beast out of all beast. If you keep close to her, she will give her aura to you and you will get ugly too" She laughs. "What kind of bullshit is that?" "Well the rumor has been spread around the school. So that's why no one wants to get close to her, what they're saying might be true." "Go back to your seat." I stand up and get out of the classroom, I look around the building to search for her. Finally, the rooftop. I thought no one is here at the rooftop, as i'm about to close the door I heard someone crying, I search for the voice and see her there, at the corner, arms around her knees, crying. "(Y/n)-a...." I think she heard me, she suddenly got up, wiped her tears and ran. I grabbed her wrist "Wait" I pull her to stand in front of me, but she kept looking down "Are you okay?" "I'm okay, let me go" she struggled to take my wrist off hers, and obviously i'm stronger than her "Please, just let me go" she Cry's again "(y/n)-a.. Don't listen to those people.. everyone is beautiful in their own way" I said as I keep holding her wrist, she looked at me slowly with her teary eyes "What? Yeah.. Its easy for you to say, you never experienced the shit I have, your handsome, your popular too, you'll never understand how I feel. You know what? I have never had a single friend since elementary school because of this rumor. So, I will just keep doing my usual thing until I graduate" she sobs "Is looks that important?" I ask as I loosen up my grip "Yes, if its not, I would have lots of friends by now right? No one would say something like that! But in fact, no. They're all disgusted with me. I wonder too, why my face is that important, but this is the answer. With an ugly face you cannot survive in this world." She lets out a laugh a bit within her cry. She looked at me again one more time "Jungkook-a, this world isnt the place you think it is. You might think that something this simple isnt a problem, but you should look around. There are a lot of people suffering from this simple thing" she smiles sadly and leaves me there stunned by what she said. "She suffered a lot" I feel so bad. I go back to class and see her there doing the work. I sit in my chair "I've done all the exercises, you can just submit it to the teacher" "That fast?" "Yes" she stood up and leaves the classroom again. This time I didn't follow her, I'll let her have her time.

𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐏𝐎𝐕

I go to the rooftop again and stay there with my phone. Scrolling through instagram while listening to the music and singing BTS's house of cards. "It's risky again, dangerous So bad (why) we're yeah To stay strong to balance is So hard (hard) I can't Even if I know
I couldn't stop No way, no way, no way I fall The more time passes by I keep breaking more and more No way, no way I'm breaking again In a house of cards We know the end is coming, the house of cards are breaking stupid us keep on dreaming and we stay a little bit more Like there's no tomorrow Like there's no next time In front of my eyes, everything that's not you Is a poisonous, pitch black Like a bad habit We can't make it still pray Even until the end, if I'm with you I'm okay Even if I know I couldn't stop No way, no way, no way I fall The more time passes by I keep breaking more and more No way, no way I'm breaking again In a house of cards We know the end is coming, the house of cards are breaking stupid us keep on dreaming and we stay a little bit more" After I finish I see someone hand me couple of bread and a banana milk.