I felt depressed. everything built up inside of me.
I couldn't take the abuse anymore. I wanted to find someone to be with and travel and explore not someone who will cheat on me.
a knock on my door.
"come in" I yell
"Remmington it's ethan remember me?"
"yes I remember you" I said with a severe additude as I crossed my arms.
"oh" He said then he ran over to hug me
i pulled away "what are you doing?!"
"remember I'm your boyfriend"
"no you are not." I become even more angry
"so you still don't remember?"
"yes I have my memory back"
"I didn't know"
"maybe you would of if you hadn't left for two weeks"
"oh I can explain"
"no need to" I said "I know the whole story"
"wait what?"
a tear rolled down my cheek
"I said... I know the whole story!"
"I'm so sorry"
"no you're not. I thought you were different."
"listen" He tried wrapping his arm around me
"there is nothing to listen to" I said clinching my teeth and trying to hold back my tears.
"Remmington look"
"no" I said "how can I look at you when all you did was betray me?"
"bu-"
"look ethan you lost my trust"
He got up and walked over to the door
"I'm sorry you feel that way"
"yeah me too" I said looking away from him.
next thing I heard was my door shut.
I let it all out after that. everything. my tears. the things that had defined my feeling for the past week since chastity had told me about ethan. I felt weak.
about an hour or two later
"Remmington?"
"what?"
"can i come in"
"yeah" my voice cracked
"are you okay?" abby asked
"no" I said shaking my head as the tears rolled down my face
she hugged me
"what happened?"
"ethan."
"what about him?"
"last week I hung out with chastity and she told me she met up with a boy."
"no"
"it was ethan they kissed and had been meeting up" I said "He came by today and he didn't even seem to care that he hadn't spoke to me in 2 weeks"
"Remmington " She said "hun"
"what?" my voice was shaking
"how do you feel right now?"
"I feel...I feel....heartbroken" as soon as the words left my lips I lost it. I cried and let it all out every single thing.
"I HATE HIM!" I yelled.
Abby hugged me
"it will be okay I promise" She said
"why? why did he do this?"
"I don't know" abby replied.
I realized sometimes people don't think of others. and they make mistakes but you can't always forgive that mistake.
"I have to go now. will you be okay?"
"i'll be fine." I said rubbing my eyes as abby left.
I miss him
the words would not leave my mind
I miss him
heartbroken the one word I had hoped to never feel
but I knew better than to trust. it was my fault I ever thought anyone would be different.
depressed the only word that was even appropriate to define how I felt. how i was living.
a.n./// sorry this is kinda short
YOU ARE READING
and you are? (E.D.)
Fanfiction"ouch" I winced when he ran into me and I fell to the ground "you could at least say sorry" I said shaking my head.
