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by brennacomm

by brennacomm

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I know some people don't usually like authors note, so I won't do them to often.

5 Weeks before

I focus my camera before pressing the record button.

"hey everyone, it's your girl (y/n) and I'm with-" I pull in my closest friend Shane "- Shane Dawson!"

"hey girl, oh I accidentally touched your boob," and he said and paused for a minute, "I liked it" he said making a face.

we both erupt into a laugh. Shane was here to so we could make a video, he's here all the time, he's my closest friend. best friend.

we were doing a Q & A, and it was the funniest thing, especially with Shane's humor.

After we finished the video, I put all my equipment up and flop myself onto the couch.

"me and a few of other youtubers are gonna have a little sleepover kind of thing, wanna join?" Shane asked, as he flopped on his stomach too and started to play with my hair.

you knew some of the YouTube community, you were almost at 5 million on YouTube, so you were kinda known. you've met everyone in America like Liza, David Dobrik, Eva, Connor franta, Kian, Jc, Trevor, and the list goes on. I've met Dan and Phil once during their tour in the U.S. and we've stayed in contact. Zoella and Alfie have flown over here once to newyork for a meet up and I came as well, and we stayed in contact too, but I don't see any of them as much though.

The youtubers I have never met was the sidemen. I was madly in love with their videos. they are hysterical. but is it safe to say that I may be in love with one of them?

Simon.

he was no doubt my number one crush. only crush, really. One day he followed me, I about died.

October 11th, 2015
I had just hit 3 million subs. my friends were tweeting me, congratulating me.
*ping* my phone went off. I thought it was just another text or tweet, but it wasn't.
@miniminter has started following you
The notification was from Instagram and Twitter.
that's when I burst int tears. it may sound dumb, but I didn't care.

Oh, the memories.

"I'll come." I say, replying to Shane's question.