I skipped dinner yesterday
I figured it would be easy
just get down a couple pounds
make the fat disappear
But God, it was hard
so so hard
my stomach ached
and my body craved
food
Juicy steak
greasy pizza
saucy pasta
anything
I was so ashamed
How could I be so weak?
I vowed
to try harder today
And I have
I ate nothing but the apple my mother forced on me for breakfast
My mother
who doesn't care about anything
but perfection
She'll be happy
when I'm skinny
when I'm in control
And it was hard
but not impossible
And maybe
I won't be so fat anymore
STAI LEGGENDO
From Inside The Cracks
PoesiaShe was hurting. Hurting so much she began breaking, cracks forming across her body. She was going to shatter. **Possibly triggering content**
