Lilliana Swan (Unedited)

Chapter 19 Eclipse

"Edward. I will be safe." Bella said

I can tell that Edward is very conflicted, he looks down with regret, resignation.

"I'm sorry." Edward said

Bella looks at him. Then gets angry she forces open her door. She then climbs out and slams the door shut. Edward appears next to her.

"I want you to be happy...but alive is more important." Edward said

Frustrated she pushes past him and heads to the house. He appears on the stairs before she reaches them.

"I'll understand if you're too angry for me to come to your room tonight. Just close the window. Ana can I talk to you?" Edward asked

"Sure." I said

Bella head inside but Edward and I stay outside.

"I know this is none of my business and you are probably going to get mad at me but...will you please go talk to Jasper." Edward said

"Why should I do anything for you or them or him?" I asked

"Please he hasn't been hunting, he hasn't left his room since we got back. Please Ana please." Edward all but begged

"Okay fine. But I will not talk to him with a house full of people." I said

Edward smiled grabbed my arm and sped us to the Cullen house. So I took out my phone and texted Bella letting her know where I was. I followed Edward inside. Rosalie ran up and hugged me. Alice and Mason smiled at me. Then left the house, as did Carlisle and Esme. Edward followed them out. Emmett was waiting for Rosalie.

"Let me guess you guys had already planned on going out hunting, and it was just lucky that I told Edward I would come." I said

"Totally." Rosalie said

Rosalie and Emmett then left the house and I headed upstairs to Jasper's room. I walked into his room. He was laying down just looking up at the ceiling. I laid do next to him and looked up at the ceiling to see a picture of me up there.

"Why aren't you eating?" I asked

"Because." Jasper said

"Jasper, that is not a answer." I said

"I miss you. I love you but in a few seconds you will disappear you always you do." Jasper said

I reached over and put my hand on his arm.

"Jasper I'm really here. So tell me why you haven't been eating or leaving your room." I said

He looked over at me and I was pulled into his arms.

"When we left after the incident I didn't eat then either but Rosalie practically had to force me. Then we came back and I saw what leaving you did. I left for a selfish reason. Because of me and my family you were put in harms way three different times." Jasper said

"Look Jasper. You have never put me in any kind of danger, I hit my head because of ice, I went to the baseball field of my own free will, I went to that ballet school because I wanted to. No one could have known what was going to happen at Bella's party." I said

"Okay, do you forgive me?" Jasper asked

"Yes, now then come on let's get you something to eat." I said

I grabbed his hand and pulled him up and out of bed. We headed down stairs and outside. As soon as we were a few minutes from the house I let go of his hand and he was gone I sat down on a near by tree stump and waited for him. When he returned he looked refreshed, but he also looked determined.

"Give me a second chance, please." He said

He got down on both of his knees and grabbed my hands.

"Please, Lily I don't think I could take watching you walk away from me again." Jasper begged

I swear if vampires could cry he would be.

"On one condition never leave me again I don't think I could take watching you leaving again." I said

"Done." Jasper said

"Now then come on lets head back to the house." I said

We both stood up and headed back towards the house. I had not even stepped all the way inside the house when I was picked up in a big hug and spun around. When the person put me down I looked up and saw Emmett.

"Thanks for that Emmett." I said

"Any time." Emmett said

"I have to go back home before dad see's that I am gone. But I will see all of you tomorrow at school." I said

I walked up to Jasper and kissed him on the cheek. I then left the Cullen house and ran home. I when I got home I jumped into my room though the window. Instead of going to sleep I deiced to repaint my room. I painted a white wolf with red eyes and a raven. By the time was done painting my room I looked out my window to see the sun was rising. I deiced to I was going to dress different today.