Saving Memories

The Princess

The Princess

In the month of June I joined this little site,
Where I could read,meet people and also write.

I made account and soon had a follower,
A nice young girl who like me was a book lover.

She was only 14 and from England,
She had a great personality and we instantly mingled.

This little girl brought joy to my life,
She made cry, laugh and very well, smile.

I was alone and bored with no aim in life,
She told me to suck it up, live and try to be nice.

The battle for nicknames was soon upon us,
Concluding with TamTam and I called her Princess.

Over the summer we grew indefinitely closer,
The girl I never met was wiser and older.

She had a past which made me cry,
I promised I would meet her before we could die.

I went through dark times and thought I was alone,
She shone through the darkness like an angel aglow.

Fall was terrible in both our countries,
Physically,emotionally we were both cemetries.

Our friendship strectched across two different continents,
Unstrained,strong and without limits.

Princess promised me she would never leave,
Alas now I sit waiting infront of a computer screen.

I thought we'd be inseprable,that our bond was too strong,
Alas like others I was wrong and now she's gone.

I wished Princess on her birthday and never got a reply,
Waiting like an idiot with tears in my eyes.

Screaming and crying,going ballistic,
Little things turned me suicidal and sadistic.

I never understood why I felt like that,
Then someone explained during a guidance chat.

I loved this Princess like a sister,
Thats why it hurt to be neglected,I missed her.

Well now I'm in the darkest place,
With no one to be my saving grace.

I promised I wouldn't go so here I'll stay,
And wait for Princess to come home,regardless of what day.

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Inspired by true events..