This is my life no one can change that. I'm just a girl who gave up on a dream. So I could just be a mom. Something I never had as a kid. As i got older I found out the truth. Then all the lies came out of the dark, and into the light.
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Ok let's do mom and one of the boys. Me mama. Said Noah. Ok baby. He came over to me. Ok Hope sit down and Noah stand next to your mom.
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When I looked at the picture I was in awwe Noah instead of his normal smile he kissed my cheek. Who's next. Me me me. Said Alec. Ok what is see for you too sense you are the funny one. Alec started to laugh. Do you remember the game airplane. Yeah yeah yeah. Hope I would love too. I got down so he could get on my shoulders. Ok and smile.
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I believe we have one more boy don't we. Marcus will you take a photo with me? Yes mama. He came by me and looked at me. I picked him up and smiled at him and than I heard the picture being taking.
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I want one with my little girl. Aria ran to me as fast as her little legs would let her go. We sat in the grass looking at each other.
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As I was looking at my boys and my little girl I realized that next year I will have one more and Aria and I will be out number with boys. But Josh and I have been out numbered for 6 years now so whats the worst that could happen. I look down and look at my stomach and say in a couple months it will be your turn little one and you will be a new light in my life and you can always remember that your oldest brother Marcus named you and helped me to get things ready for you. Plus he will be the first out of my 5 that hold you. Than I realized that Marcus held Aria first. Even if he is mean on his days he is always there for his brothers and he did play with Aria when he thought we weren't looking. He is going to be my trouble maker but secretly a softy probably to only the people he cares deeply about. Then there is Noah he is the gentle one. He is smart he is in kindergarten and he knows more stuff than a kindergarten should. Than there is Alec my baby boy. He is a sweetheart most likely going to be a hopeless romantic and be a heart breaker. Than there is my little Aria. She is going to be out going always getting into trouble and braking boys hearts. She is most likely going to be looking for her partner in crime soon, and they will get in trouble together or one will back up the other. All my kids are different but it makes them different from one another it's what makes them special. I just can't wait for this one to be born to see what he is like is he going to be like one of the boys or something completely different. Our last photo all of the boys together.
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Then one with just our little girl.
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This is my family and I love each of them no matter what.
