Please Don't Go.

15: Heartbreak.

ALEX POV

I laid on my bed just staring at my ceiling. I don't want to break up with Shawn. But do I have a choice? I'll just wait a few days.

Today is Sunday that last day of break before I go back to school. I checked my phone and I had three text messages from Shawn.

ShawnBabe💗: hey baby

ShawnBabe💗: alexxxx

ShawnBabe💗: r u ok?

I didn't answer them. I just put my phone back down. I walked downstairs to get something to eat, it's 12:56pm and I still haven't ate anything. I went into the kitchen and pulled out an apple from the fridge, I also grabbed some smooth peanut butter and put some on a spoon. I grabbed a knife and started cutting my apple into slices. I started thinking about Shawn I didn't realize my finger was in the way, and I cut it.

"Ah shit!" I yelled as I grabbed my finger, it was bleeding. I put it in the sink and turned the water on. "Ow. Fuck" I mumbled.

"Alex! What's wrong?" Jack, Johnson and Emily ran into the kitchen.

"Nothing, I just cut my finger" I said.

"Aw is that why you're crying?" Emily asked. No. It's not. I'm crying because I have to break up with Shawn.

"I- uh yeah" I said looking down at my finger. I wrapped around with a bandage and washed the knife because it had blood.

"Hello guys, I'm home" my dad said as he walked into the kitchen. "What happened!" He yelled as he saw some blood.

"I just cut my finger" I said.

"You are so careless!" He yelled at me.

"I'm sorry! It was an accident!" I yelled back at him.

"Don't raise your voice at me!" He yelled back. I didn't say anything. "Have you done what I've told you to do?"

"No" I said.

"Why not!" He yelled.

"Because I-"

"Do it by tonight" he warned.

"But dad, I rea-" he cut me off again.

"No, do it by tonight or else!" He yelled. I slightly nodded. Once he and Emily walked out of the kitchen, I slid down to the floor and cried.

"Alex, what's wrong? What do you need to do?" Johnson asked.

"Shawn?" Jack asked. I nodded and cried into Johnson's chest.

"P-please don't tell him w-why I broke up with h-him" I said in between sobs. Jack nodded.

"Why are you breaking up with him? You guys are like goals!" Johnson said to me and I nodded.

"I have to, m-my dad" is all I could say.

Once I calmed down I ate my apples with peanut butter. Once I finished I changed my bandage and went upstairs. It's currently 2:33pm. Should I call Shawn now? Why not. I'm gonna get it over with.

He answered at the second ring.

Hey baby, I was getting worried you wouldn't text me back.

Shawn I need to tell you something.

What is it?

Please don't hate me, I'm really sorry.