The Suffering

Chapter 8: The Silence.

| vanoss' pov |

I feel like I was on that flight forever. It was 12 hours though, so I guess it was pretty long.

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** time skip cos im lazy **

When the plane landed I got up and grabbed my luggage. As I got off the plane I walked through the terminal to find the luggage drop off. Once I claimed my luggages I checked in and walked over to the front. I looked around and found the man I was looking for. As I walked over to him I grabbed his shoulders.

"BOO!" I yelled.

"AHHH!! HOLY CRAP!!" Tyler yelled.

I started to laugh at Tyler's reaction, and soon calmed down when I noticed he was a bit angry.

"Come on ya fuck–tard. Let's get going." He said walking over to the car he rented.

"Yeah," I wiped some tears away and soon followed. "It's good to see you too, friend."

I looked at the white, 4 door, Honda Civi EX in front of us. I sighed deeply and got in the passenger seat. I put my bags on the backseats along with my bag. I closed the door and put the radio at V12. I leaned against the car door after putting my seatbelt on staring out the slightly creaked open window.

Tyler had his window wide open as he started the car. A familiar song started to play.

** play song **

I think I lost my mind a while ago
Cos I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie

Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout
Like a hurricane, these shots don't ricochet
Sight blurred I'm walkin' dazed, girl I'm fucking faded
Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened
Oh I don't know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my god

But so what if I drank too much
This ain't love, its just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
Girl you know I'm drownin'
And I keep goin' down
But I swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many
Words I said, when I should of said nothing at all
At all
I gotta stop overthinking
And missing
What could have been
You were never even really here
And still were are spinning
Just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started
But it don't get easier
I am drowning
I'm liquor and apathy
Will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much
This ain't love, it's just a firefight
And even if its not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down

I slowly started to feel myself dozing off as the song faded, and another came on. As the song started to play I got knocked out from lack of sleep on the plane.