Prologue *12 years ago* "YOU LAZY FAT BITCH!!!!I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE ABORTED YOUR ASS STUPID,FAT SHIT!!" I just sat there and wondered how a mother could destroy her child's confidence without feeling a bit of remorse. The little bit of confidence I have left the tiny smidge of feeling beautiful for once is ripped to shreds! She tries her best to crush my esteem and break my spirit at every chance she gets. At 13, with no brothers or sisters, I have to take it all, the abuse psychologically and physically not even having a father to turn to a figure to protect me. But who could blame him, when my so called mother opened her legs so often I'm surprised he didn't leave earlier. You would have thought that after dad left, she would have gotten herself together, but I guess once a hoe always a hoe. After she finished her daily rants to make sure she reminds me I'm just a fat, disgusting slob, but also so that I have a depressing day, sometimes I wonder if she does this purposely to push me closer to suicide. I go to my room and sit in the closet, which is the only place I can escape from the cold world I live in, and think about how I only have 4 more years to deal with, then she can kiss my ass goodbye. The witch I call Mother ain't going to know what hit her." Only 4 more years and you'll be free from hell" I say to myself. Then I close my eyes and dream of a better world falling into complete darkness and finally letting sleep consume me
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Romance( Interracial BWWM) Shay has been through a lot in her life. She wonders who will ever love a fat slob like her until she meets a man that's going to change her lofe forever.
