Run & Hide ☠ Sequel

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   "Fuck off Spencer! You think I wanted this to happen? I tried to save her okay; I tried! I just couldn't. So stop blaming me for her death, you stupid fuck!" Harry yelled angrily, his piercing green eyes glaring furiously at Spencer as they both stood in front of each other ready to rip one another apart.

   "Harry-" Damien called out in order to stop this upcoming fight, but he was too late when Spencer swung his fist at Harry.

  I watched in horror as Harry let out a low growl before pouncing onto Spencer, knocking him to the ground. They continued to yell at each other as Harry's fists flew at Spencer face, delivering punch after punch. The sickening sound of Harry's punches filled the air as blood started to pour out of Spencer's nose, a cry of pain flying out of his lips.

   "You should've died instead!" he screamed at Harry, pushing against his chest but Harry's hands were clasping Spencer's neck way too firmly for him to budge.

   "You know what? I fucking tried okay! I fucking tried to die, but it didn't work!" Harry roared back, his words incredibly loud and full of heart-wrenching pain, everybody's jaw in the room dropped.

   "W-What?" Spencer gasped in surprise, and due to the way Harry's fingers were wrapped around his neck.

  Harry couldn't continue after Spencer's response when Damien and Dexter immediately jumped in to grab Harry by his arms and pull him off Spencer. Harry struggled immensely, screaming and kicking like a child, crying too. Spencer was surprisingly quiet, blood trickling down from his nose as he held onto Louis for support, staring at Harry with wide eyes.

   "You tried to kill yourself?" Spencer whispered in shock, wide blue eyes gazing at Harry whom was crying softly.

   "Yes," he cried. "I know, I'm so pathetic I couldn't even kill myself!" he cried in pain, letting out another sob after that. Spencer's face immediately softened, pity, guilt and sympathy swirling amongst the blue hues of his eyes as he was left mouth agape by Harry's words. We all were.

   "I loved her, Spencer. I would have killed for that girl, and died for her, just like she did for me. She was my everything, and I know I fucked up. But God, I'm tired of apologizing for something I didn't do," he sighed harshly at the end, struggling against Damien and Dexter once again. "Let me go!" he snapped, his face flushed with anger and pain as Damien and Dexter finally let go of him.

  He stormed out of the room, leaving everyone speechless as to what had just happened.

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S P E N C E R ⛓

  It had been two hours since Harry and I had that fight, and my heart still felt heavy with guilt. When Harry confessed that he tried to commit suicide, my heart fell in my chest so quickly I regretted every single thing I had ever said to him about Scarlett's death. After Harry stormed off, I forced Jade and Damien to tell me more about his suicide attempt and the exact reasons for it.

  The guilt and regret hit me harder when they told me that he's been having hallucinations and hearing voices that told him everything was his fault. He also had a dream of Scarlett, which I assumed was what finally pushed him to attempt suicide. Either way, I felt utterly guilty and remorseful of what I said to him.

  The guilt was eating and pestering me as I sat on my sofa, thinking about all this while I held a cloth to my bleeding nose. My whole face was sore from the beatings I had received from Harry. I truly deserved them though. I shouldn't have blamed him in the first place. That was probably my biggest flaw, I always blamed people for my mistakes, or for things that they don't deserve to have the blame put on them.