Lilliana Swan (Unedited)

Chapter 18

The front door suddenly slams. Edward is gone.

"Thank you. Thank you all." Bella said

"So why did you call me, you didn't need me here." I said

"It was Edward's idea. I'm sorry. But now that you are here will you stay?" Bella said

"Hey, Ana what happened to the clothes you were wearing in Italy because it wasn't that." Alice said

"They got ruined." I said

"Please tell me you didn't drink from any of those tourist?" Alice said

With that there were gasp from everyone in the room.

"What's to you if I did or not. But no my clothes were ruined in a different way." I said

"Okay, where did you get that shirt then?" Alice asked

"Well looks who's miss 20 questions. My clothes got ruined when Caius tore them off of me. Why yo might ask? To have sex. This shirt is his, and before you ask no I don't have anything on under it." I said

There was a growl and we all looked to see it come from Jasper.

"No you don't have the right to growl. You left I found others way to occupy my time." I said

"Yeah and their names were, Jonathan and Paul." Bella said

And just like that I was out of the house and in the woods. With Jasper's hand on wrist.

"Oh look your mad. That was never my attention." I said

He growled.

"Is that all you can do is growl, you don't get to growl you left me. You didn't even say goodbye." I said

"I...I..." Jasper said

"Really all you can say is I, do you know what I felt when Rosalie told you guys were leaving. That none of you were going to say goodbye you were just going to be gone. You weren't even going to say goodbye. At least Edward ripped Bella's heart in person." I yelled

He rushed forward and kissed me. I pushed him away.

"No you don't get to go and kiss me while I'm yelling at you. You leaving reminded me of when you left the first time and didn't come back." I yelled

"I'm sorry." Jasper said

"I'm sorry is not going to work this time." I said

I turned to walk away but he was in front of me.

"Please just let me explain." Jasper begged

I nodded my head.

"Rosalie was going to say goodbye to you. I knew I couldn't look you in the face and then leave again. But I also knew I couldn't take you with me, I knew you needed to be here for Bella. I love you Lilly." Jasper said

"Bella was a zombie and I got so mad that you couldn't even say goodbye that I turned them off." I yelled

"Turned what off?" Jasper asked

"My emotion's. I made it so I was walking around with not one care in the world. No happiness, anger, rage, grief, love. I made it so that they did not exist. Want know how much fun one can have when they don't give a shit about anything? I killed so much, so many people died by my hands. And I didn't care still don't. So tell me Jasper do you still love me?" I asked

"Yes no matter what you do or what you become I will always love you." Jasper said

I was going to say something back when I pulled from my body. I was sitting in a car with a person I had never seen before and Victoria.