If They Only Knew About Us

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Perrie's POV

"Hi Addie" Jayden blushed as she waved to Camila and Jade's daughter. "Hi Jayden" she smiled hugging Jayden. "Wanna see my toys?" Jayden asked while holding her hand. Addie nodded and they ran off. "They totally love each other" Camila said. "Aren't they cousins?" Caitlin asked. "I mean technically no because Norma and John divorced so they aren't" I said. "But Jesy's still like my sister" Jade said. "Yeah but Perrie's like your sister too" Camila said. "True" Jade said laughing. "Name for this boy?" Camila said rubbing Jesy's tummy. "Jorden Gabriel Edwards" I smiled at Camila. "Jayden and Jorden that's cute" Jade smiled. "Thank you" Jesy smiled. "Are you excited Pez?" Jade asked me. "Definitely" I smiled at her. I looked at my phone when I felt it vibrate.

Ariana- Why can't we meet up I miss you.

To Ariana- I'm married, my wife is pregnant and I have a daughter. I'm sorry but you're my past and they're my now and future

Ariana- So you just forgot all about me when I left? You moved on?

I got up and walked out of the room and sat in my office chair thinking of what to say. Ariana was my relationship after Zayn. She helped me with so much. We were together two and a half years tell she moved away and now she's back.

To Ariana- I seen your pictures with your boyfriend I had no other choice but too, and when I met Jesy she just made me forgot all about you she showed me how to be happy again and I can't ever be without her

Ariana- Well can I at least just see you as a friend. I really want to see you in person Perrie.

To Ariana- I don't think it's a good idea.

"Babe what are you doing?" Jesy asked coming into my office. "Nothing I just needed to be by myself for a minute" I said setting my phone down. "Oh" she said quietly. She placed both hands on her tummy then turned around. "I'll go then" she walked out. "Jes" I called out and she stopped and turned around. "Come here baby" I cooed. She closed my office door then made her way over to me. I carefully pulled her on my lap and kissed her. She kissed back and tangled her fingers in my hair. I softly slid my hands on her bum and squeezed it. My phone vibrated and we pulled apart. "Who is it?" Jesy asked. I knew I couldn't lie to her. "Um my ex" I said quietly setting my phone down and rubbing my temples. "Zayns out of jail?" She asked. "No I dated someone before you and after Zayn" I said. "What do they want?" She asked. "She wants to see me" I said. Jesy's eyes watered she was hurt. "How long has she been texting you?" Jesy asked standing up. "Baby only today" I tried to pull her back down. "Well do you want to see her?" She asked. "No baby" I said grabbing her hips. "I really love you Jesy. I would fucking die for you and our babies. You know my heart belongs here with you. There's no place I'd ever wanna be" I caressed her hips. "Where did she come from though?" Jesy cried. "Is she gonna try to break us up?" Jesy said leaning against my desk not touching me back. "She had moved away that's why we broke up but she's back and she said she just wants to see me as a friend. I told her I'm married with kids" I said going to kiss her but she moved her head so I kissed her cheek. "Jes baby please don't do this" I cried holding her. "I'll let you read the messages just don't shut me out please baby I need you" I cried into her chest. I handed Jesy my phone.

Jesy's POV

"Perrie I don't want you to meet up with her" I said with tears in my eyes. "I won't baby I never wanted too" Perrie looked into my eyes. I stared into her watery blues. "I feel uncomfortable with her contacting you" I said quietly looking down. "Well then I'll change my number and block her" Perrie said grabbing my hands. "I love you so much Jesy" she said. I turned to look into her eyes. She meant it and I know she did. "You know that?" She softly kissed my cheek. "Yes and I love you so much more Pez. The thought of losing you makes me feel sick" I said wrapping my arms around her neck. "You won't lose me. I'm yours for forever and always" she said pressing our foreheads together. "Kiss me" I whispered. She slowly leaned in and connected our lips. I felt myself shiver as her hands softly ran down my back. I pushed my tongue in her mouth and pushed hers away wanting control of this kiss. We flipped us around so she was pinned against the desk. Her hands softly caressing my bum as I pulled away and kissed down her jaw. "I love you Perrie" I said before sucking on her sweet spot causing her to moan and squeeze my bum. After I left my mark I eagerly pulled up her shirt and licked down her abs. "Fuck Jes" she moaned while cupping my breast. She reversed our position and laid me on the desk. She pulled down my sweats and thong and softly licked at my folds. My hands went to her head pulling her closer into me. Her fingers slowly entered me as she sucked on my clit. She pumped in and out fastly causing my high to reach quickly. She curled her fingers hitting that spot that always made my body tremble. My back arched off the desk as I moaned out her name. "Fuck babe" I moaned again as her tongue replaced her fingers and she cleaned me up. "I love you Jesy" she whispered before pulling away. I tried to regain normal breathing but I was taking a second. She dressed me back up and helped me off the desk. We stood there with her hands on my hips and mine on her shoulders. "I love you more Perrie" I pulled her down for another kiss.