If They Only Knew About Us

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AN- How are you babies?(:

Perrie's POV

"Perrie stop you're not leaving" Jade said grabbing my hand. I looked at her with tears falling freely. "With out me" she said. We got into my car and I pulled out of the driveway. As Jade and I were driving her phone started ringing. "What do you want?" She growled into the phone lowly. Jade had always been defensive over me because of my anxiety and my abusive relationship. We're both defensive over each other because we've been best friends for so long. "How the fuck can you sit there letting someone talk bad on your wife using her weaknesses against her and not even stand up for her. Don't fucking speak while I am talking! When she went to stand up for herself you shamed her for doing it?" Jade spat. I pulled over and stopped the car. We were at some cliffs at the beach where we'd always go with each other. "Jesy I'm done speaking to you" she hung up. "Come on babe" she smiled at me wiping my tears.

"This is nice" Jade sighed snuggling closer to me. "Just us" she shivered. "Are you cold?" I asked her and she nodded. "Here babe" I said taking off my jumper and giving it to her. "Thank you baba" she smiled cuddling further into me. "What's your plan babe?" Jade asks taking her head off my shoulder. "Um I'm thinking of getting a hotel but all my stuff for work and clothes are at the house" I said. "you're not staying at a hotel you can stay with me and I can run in and get it for you" she smiled at me. "Just park down the street and I'll call you when I'm done" she smiled

Jesy's POV

I heard my front door open and I shot out of Camila's arms. I walk around and I see Perrie's office door open and I see a faint shadow of someone wearing a black hoodie. I flipped the light switch on and Jade turns a round holding Perrie's briefcase. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked and she walked right past me and up the stairs. "Jade where's Perrie?" I asked following her into Perrie's closet. "Oh now you care?" She turned around and hissed. "But when your dad was abusing and harassing Perrie she didn't matter huh?" She shoved me back by my shoulders. "When are you gonna stand up against your dad? Stop letting him control everything you do? Huh daddy's girl" She spat pushing me again. "I do not let him control everything I do" I pushed her back. "Really? Is that why your wife left because she felt so betrayed!" She said pushing me hard into the wall. "I'M SICK OF YOU FUCKING HURTING HER!" She screamed. "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME AGAIN JADE" I spat back. "Woah woah woah!" Camila yelled stepping between us. "Babe stop! Jesy stop!" She said placing her hands on both our chests. "First off Jesy the baby is crying, and Jade knock this off you don't need to lead to violence. You get Perrie's stuff and you two stay at our house I'll stay with Jesy tell everything is solved" she said. I go and get Jayden and sit in my bed with her rocking her softly to sleep. "Jade" I said softly laying Jayden down in my bed. "Tell Perrie to call me" I said walking to her. "Stay the fuck away from me Jesy I swear" she growled setting down a suitcase putting the strap of Perrie's brief case around her neck. "I love you take good care of my baby" she said kissing Camila's stomach then her lips.

"Cami I messed up" I sobbed in Camila's chest. "I know but you can fix this and I can help you. Perrie just needs time.

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"I'm here for Jayden" Jade said walking in. "What?" I asked. "You heard me" she said. "Perrie is supposed to get her" I said placing Jayden's stuff in the diaper bag. "Perrie's stuck in traffic so I'm getting her" Jade said. I was really hoping to see Perrie so we can talk it's been a month and today she was finally gonna get Jayden instead of Jade getting her but I guess not. "Alright" I said quietly as tears fell down my cheeks. "Hi baby" Jade smiled picking up Jayden and her bag. "I love you Jay" I kissed her forehead. She babbled happily as Jade bounced her. "Cheer up this is what you asked for" Jade smiled at me and walked out.

Perrie's POV

"Hi my beautiful girl" I cooed taking my daughter out of Jade's hands. She giggled grabbing my ears. "I've missed you" I placed a kiss on her cheek. Jade has been such an amazing best friend. She picks up and drops Jayden off for me everyday after work. I took her into the guest bedroom I've been staying in and got in her diaper bag to grab some stuff for a bath. I opened it and I saw my wedding ring in a little baggy with a note.

'Perrie Louise Edwards,

I love you so much and I can't stand being away from you. I miss you and every second that passes and we aren't together gets harder. Do you still love me? I love you more than anything in the world. I know I haven't been good to you. You're perfect to me and I regret not standing up for you. I'm so sorry Perrie I really am. I'm so scared of losing you. The thought of losing you kills me. The thought of you loving someone else makes me so sick. Perrie I promise you I will fight tell my very last breath to have you baby. Please just give me some sort of message telling me we can make it through this or if you're done. I know we can make it through this we're strong and we've been through so much together. We can't give up now. I will never give up on you or our love. My heart belongs to you baby. I love you.

- Love your wife Jessica Louise Edwards.'

I let out a quiet sob and stared at my ring. "Mmmama" Jayden said. "Jay!" I cheered. "You said mama!" I kissed her cheek and she giggled. I slid my ring on my finger and smiled. "Come on babygirl bath time" I smiled picking her up.