The New Girl

Chapter 34

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*Tori POV*

I didn't remember everything...I remember bits and pieces of things. I hate that everyone knows what's happened and I can't

I suppose to leave soon and I haven't really talked Mark about things...

Like 1) where's mom 2)why isn't he at dads 3)why do I feel like somethings wrong...very wrong

Everyone's left because they had to go to school. Mark is 20 so he doesn't go school anymore. This is probably the only time I have to ask him some questions

"Hey mark...can i ask you some questions?" I said nervously. I guess he noticed it was serious that he sat down and looked at me to continue

"I have three questions..." I said and he nodded for me to continue

Him not saying a word is getting my nerves it's making it harder to ask these questions

"1) why aren't you with dad? Does he know your here! You know he would flip if he found out you were here!" I said worried

"...Tori, he's dead..." He said looking down and he didn't say anything else after that

...it clicked...

"Your dad isn't dead"

My eyes went wide and I start to hyperventilate...

"Tori breath...in your noise out your mouth" Mark said trying to help me

15 minutes of trying calming me down I calmed and i looked at Mark and tears coming down my face

"Mark...he isn't dead" I said and started hugging him

"What do you mean Tori?!" He said pulling away and he looked confused and scared

I told him about someone telling me that he wasn't dead

"But you were in a coma?" He did confused

"I know. When I was in my coma someone was there" I said and then I wondered

"Who was it?" He said and I was wondering the same thing

Then I realized...

"I-it was m-mom?" I said turning to him with a confused face

"Why was she there when I'm I'm a c-coma?!" I said looking at him confused and his face turned pail...

"Mark...? You know don't you?" I said getting angry he's not telling me what he knows

"...Tori...calm down...when I tell you this, your going to n-" I cut him off

"If you don't tell me what you know in 3 seconds, I'm going to break your face Mark!" I said clenching my fist

"Tori, moms......moms dead Tori" he said bursting out crying and then that's when everything came back...

*moving
*meeting my friends
*Ryan and Kyliee
*...my dad
*hospital
*...cutting...
*the date and dating Cameron
*and the 'accident'

...and I'm here now...

I didn't notice that I was crying...

"Tori I'm soo sorry! I know how close you were with mom..." He said hugging me and I hugged him back. Mark was all I had left...well, my dad is still here but I like to think he isn't

He is not going to leave...even if I have to take a bullet

I don't know what I'm going to do...with all of it

*Graduation is coming up and after that...what! Go to college?! I haven't thought about that!

*my dads is still alive?! And the police isn't won't do anything!

*...my moms gone...the only girl I could talk to when I was little

At this point why not just give up! that's the whole reason why I got here! Giving up...

"They love you Tori...you saw how they were with you hurt...how would they be with you completely gone?! You can't give up because your mom always wanted her little princess to be happy and never give up...your mom never gave up, she fought until she was free...don't make her fighting nothing! Do something with it..." Myself told me

I hate when the inside on me is right...

Everyone loves me and I don't want them to be sad so I need to be here to make them happy...that what I love doing! Making other people happy!

And my mom....my mom fought for me and her to leave and have a normal life...there is no normal life but she did her best...she wouldn't like all her fighting to be nothing...

I have to fight back for everyone...

Fight for my mom..

Fight for me...